hey guys...

i'm so depressed right now... i got my license today - yay right? - NOT AT ALL.  so my car breaks down like 5 minutes after i go out driving for the first time... my parents are like, "sorry, we're a little tight on money right now" ((for anyone that knows why - WTF???)) so they can't even help me to get it fixed... now they are telling me that i have to sell the one thing in the world that means anything to me.  I know that I bitch about it all the time, but it is seriously the one thing that matters right now, and it's the only thing I have that I can say is mine.

So no, I can't handle a 31 year old car by myself. When I bought it, I was under the impression that they were going to help me get it into driving condition... haha OKAY. Yea fuckin' right-you're going to help ME??? I can't afford to fix it alone.  Basically all I can afford to do is insure it, and it's not even like that does me any good when it's not driveable.  THANKS ASSHOLES, RUIN THE ONLY OTHER GOOD THING IN MY LIFE. I really appreciate it.

Now the argument has become that my car won't get me to college & back once I go... what's that supposed to mean anyway? I'm not going to be driving home once a week if I'm living in North Carolina or even if I'm at East Stroudsburg.  Yea right, like I'd WANT to come home and listen to you assholes bitch at me.

So yea - I have my license, but now I can't drive my car.  I had a car for 4 months that I loved, but I get frustrated when no one seems willing to follow through on their promises. So now I'm fucked over, as usually, because people don't do SHIT that they say they will.