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| my daddy is very lovable.
after dinner, i spy him munching on the tae kae noi seaweed. it's so yummy but it's such a terrible thing to eat, healthwise that is. so i tell him that it'll go straight to his paunch, meaning to deter him and he just starts saying really gruffly: "cookie monster. cookie monster." i laugh at him: "it should be seaweed! silly papsie!" he hears the disrespectful tone of my voice and says: "NO." turns back to his seaweed and goes: "silly monster."
anyway today was a great day. i spent the whole morning lying on bed and listening to cat power's "you are free" on loop. it felt like a sunday.

on a random note, i think this is very interesting: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Missoula_Floods it's how the scablands were formed
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| i know i was trying to be less materialistic and buy less things for my already cluttered life but i can't help it! right now there's a shirt and a bathrobe i want. i don't have a button down shirt like that! and it's such a nice peachy-orangey colour. maybe i'll ask my mum to make it my christmas present. $66. should be okay i guess. looks like i'll have to get my bathrobe by myself though. the siblings have already been mobilised to get other stuff. brother: cat power cd (this is a non-negotiable item) sister: cargo plantlove lipstick (ok this is not just any lipstick. this is a hippie love-the-earth lipstick. the packagings are completely biodegradable. and you can plant it! little flowers will then sprout forth!) bathrobe: i am tired of waking up, going downstairs to look for breakfast and finding that there are strangers in the house and im still in my pajamas. plus this will mean i can even extend my movements to a 8m radius from my house, without needing to change out of my pajamas. how cool is that
okay after this i will not buy anything else for the rest of the year. that's right, im making all of your christmas presents, if you do get one from me that is  (turkey trip does not really count, although all i will buy from turkey is turkish delight and stained glass) shush brat! i hear your sniggers. i did keep to this erm tone-down-the-clutter life for quite a while! bleagh i can't bring myself to study tsd. i don't even want to read my texts. i just want to read my france travel-book and dream of going back. anyway i can't wait for turkey. i love family holidays. it's almost luxurious, to have the family stuck together, so we have to hang out together. on usual days i only see my dad in the morning and when he comes back at night. breakfast interactions don't count cos we're usually too groggy to even notice the other's presence. the brother is either out/playing computer games. at least he watches anime and one tree hill with me. the sister is in hawaii and the timings to talk to her are kind of weird. and i usually take the mother for granted when she happens to be home (im a bad child). so yea. i like family holidays. maybe this is the youngest child disease, being the one stuck at home, quite often alone, while everyone else is galivanting somewhere. i especially miss the sister. on sunday mornings like this we would be listening to music, painting our toenails, rummaging through each other's closets, having units (when we were young, we called our secret talks 'unit', ie you and i talk) oh well oh well. i should just go look for lunch. (thank god food is plentiful in this house) | | |
| why do i feel like my papers keep getting worse and worse oh well. anywayyyyyy ive been feeling so sluggish and i have no idea why. even today, during my paper, i didn't have that sparky tzzz tzzz feeling that i usually have during exams. it was like half of my head was vacant or something. gah and i always do worse for paper 4 too. bleagh. bah!
nevermind i will think of things to do after a's 1. bring snowy for a check-up 2. de-paunch for prom etc 3. secret deeds (more of a note to self: grey, notebook) 4. oc season 4 gah im too tired to continue. must take a nap.
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| oh man!!! i can't believe that im really never going to need to do maths again. it's so surreal! life can't be this good! the only time im ever going to need to use a calculator again is to count my money. so i guess if i don't make that much, i'll really really really hardly need maths ever. that's great. my life is all mapped out. hhmm typing feels weird. i think my nails are too long. oh well 4 more papers to go! it'll be over so soon. oh my oh my. how exciting! it's actually not that many days for lit but i won't think about that now i have just watched 2 consecutive episodes of one tree hill, im still in my pajamas and i don't intend to get out of it until we go for dinner tonight. what a nice day. anyway it struck me that there are very few people who know me. like what im like.
hhmm or maybe i should say that there are very few people who have what i think are satisfactory impressions and perceptions of me. i know that's being unfair and demanding to the majority of people around. just a thought. i miss my sister.
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