{page 155}
I remember you telling me you will wait for me even if it's going to take years.
Today, My heart is shattered. I trusted you so much and yet you took it for granted. I'm fine with what you did but the least you could do was to make me feel like I'm still part of your life. You have disappointed me again, and again. And right now, I'm putting an end to heart-breaks. I've had enough and darling, I truly am utterly disappointed in you. Not because you gave your heart away to someone else and left me alone, but because of your rashness and foolishness. Think ahead, please... I wish you happiness and thank you for the times spent together. It was good while it lasted. With this, I'll end off with my last goodbye.

{page 124}
I want you to be a clock, keep track, keep track. please?
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Really? Most important?