Look I’m updating and it’s the same month, ha go figure. It’s Sunday afternoon and I’m sitting in my room on my computer not doing a damn thing. I hate being poor and not having a job, it really sucks and it in no way motivates me to do anything. But I need to go out and get applications from various restaurants and grocery stores that way I can make money again. The worst part is I was going to quit in late January after I turn 18 and am allowed work at night making bread in a bakery. Which will be nice and the night pay won’t upset me at all either considering it’s almost double what I made at my old job. So as much as I complain now about being poor in a few months I shouldn’t have to worry about it anymore or at least for a wile.

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            I was in New York last week and it really made me realize how much I want to move on to the next step in life. I want a small studio apartment in the city where I can live with my computer and music and have the ability to be free or at least feel free. I know it will be very hard and I will have to sacrifice a lot because money will be tight I’m sure. But the money isn’t the issue it’s the experience of living on your own and having freedoms you never had before. Even though I want all that I think by going to Lehigh this weekend I learned there is a very important step I must overcome before I get to that point. And that is college, which I is something I am also looking forward too. It is kind of like assisted living, you are moving out and living on your own but at the same time you can always get finical help from your parents without feeling weird about it. Well I guess I’m going now because dave and bridget are here.

Take it EZ    

So it has been a long time. I guess the reason is I just don’t have much to say anymore. And I know I don’t have anything to say that someone before me hasn’t already said and probably said better anyway. But I guess I will try to keep up with this a little more now that school is back in the full swing of things, after a full quarter the cob webs of summer should be shacking off.

Other then that resent news is as follows. I was laid off the other week and am looking for a new job so I can pay bills. I am almost 18 and due to father issues still don’t have a license. I hopefully will have a motorcycle and license soon after January 29th being my 18th birthday. I have a funny feeling my life will be a little different by then and I know after that my life will change a lot due to the fact that I will be able to get my damn license myself without parental consent. I sent out my application to CIA the other day and they already sent me a letter and a key chain to hold me over until I get my response. I am really not worried about it but in the back of my mind I keep telling myself I might not get in, but only time will tell. I should get going but I will update soon I promise.

Take it EZ