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| i suppose my good ol' neglected xanga was in need of an update.
so here i am.
is it just me, or is everything changing?
its like fall is bringing in a new wave of change.
today has been kind of surreal.
not in the good way.
in the "it doesnt feel normal" kind of way.
maybe surreal isnt the right word, but i dont know what is.
but sadly, words are all i have.
im feeling nostalgic.
and in need of a bulwark, a safe haven.
i feel like im down in the count.
oh lord, the trials and tribulations of an adolescent hormonally unstable teenager.
life's still good though. =]
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| so, i havent updated in a month.
oops.
my last post also happened to my 2 year xanga anniversary... which i didnt realize until a week or two afterwards.
soo.. ive pretty much just been up to nothing. softball, band.(ahh band), and friends.
next week is band camp.
not very excited, itll be hell for us freshman.
but at least theres other people that are going through the same thing.
and.......
i have a new hobby: meeting new people on the internet.
its kind of fun acting a different way. they'll never meet you... what the matter.
and its a confidence booster; you should try it.
not much to say... just kind of bored.
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| hello my dears. so i figure ill tell you my week from thursday on, since i cant remember wednesday or tuesday. thurday- i woke up and chilled a little while... then i went to softball practice til 7. then i went home, got ready speedy quick, and went to the movie at the lake.. then i went back to livie's house to spend the night... we pretty much just talked and got caught up with each other... fun stuff. friday- we woke up and chilled and played our favorite gamesss =] then we went to her grandfather's house.. but i had to leave to get ready for SOFTBALL!. so me and my dad drove to morristown to play 2 games.. we won one, lost one.. oh well. then i got home finally around midnight. yesterday- we didnt know what time we played.. so we had to show up at 11:30 in case we played at 12:30... but we didnt end up playing til 3... so we all chilled until we had to warm up.. then we played. and lost. i started freaking out and bawling because i havent been playing good in forever. it was really embarrassing. ohwell. then we played again later that night, but i got sick and had to leave. today- i didnt go to the games.. i felt bad still... so i slept in then chilled all day. and i havent done a thing productive. what honors english class are you going to? | | |
| i really want an edward in my life. if youve read twilight, you know exactly what i mean. and you probably agree. only, my edward doesnt have to nessicarily be a vampire... human works too. hes just such a perfect person. hes not... shallow. hes so complex as a person. and i want someone like him. but sadly, this will probably never happen. im so desperate that im in love with a vampire. hah. this week has been less than eventful. its basically been me getting angry with people. i really do have a bad temper. | | |
| ill give a small update. life has been, for the most part, softball. i jammed my thumb, and my knee is bruised and cut up. and i have a day off today... but honestly, i somewhat wish i didnt. softball keeps me up. my summer ball team (the JV) has won all our games so far. the varsity, which ive been playing for too (BIG honor) hasnt won one yet. its kinda pathetic. and i had a terrible dream last night. i stabbed my mother in the chest with a pair of scissors. i called 911 and they basically told me they werent going to come because we were too far away. i woke up crying... and when i went into my parent's bedroom i found the exact pair of scissors that i used in my dream. it was terrible. lately every dream ive had, i can remember really well.. its kind of cool. this weekend ill be in asheville. im rather excited, seeing as how this will be just about the farthest i get away from johnson city this whole summer. yay and thats really all there is to say. | | |
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