I'm doing the socks...yuck. I hate doing this. I THINK we're acctually going to my grandma's today

yesterday we were going to but we didn't.

YES 56% of American Public...support the military in IRAQ. woot. what now you stupid liberals. (lisa, Jessica and sasha don't EVEN post it here E-mail me, I will NOT have my xanga become a you three's bush bashing crap)

Heather and I are friends again. i think. I wanna go to breeeeeeeeeeeakthrough. we wouldn't fight If I could go to breakthrough, at least we wouldn't fight like we do. I know I know. how much am I willing to sacrifice. bleh. I need to talk to my dad.

everyone pray I can go to church. i miss worship Jesus like i used to. I miss all of my friends there. what ever.

I still have my bracelet from camp. it's pretty cool.

yea. Chonda lisa Rice (tottally killed the spelling...that's what you get for LISTENING to the news and not reading it)might be on the presidental ballot. some one that can vote vote for her for me. yea. thanks.

I'm so stressed out and tired. I think heather has offically decided I suck and she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. but I don't care.

my house is cold. I can barely keep my self from shaking. My sister and I are watching some hilary duff movie...it's kinda cute, sad to admit. lol.

I miss taylor, like offically. Commmmmme back my Taylor. (taylor, e-mail me or I'll beat you up!).

 I have to work tommorrow for the bazaar. bleh. some one please just shoot me.

I don't think it's that I'm acctually this angsty and depressing it's more of a I'm so freakin stressed out and tired so it comes out as angsty and depressing...don't worry about me ;)

Ashley--QUACK.

So Jessica Michel is singing tonight (that is formerly Jessie Abbott) I'm so excited. Me and Joel have a date. (Mrs. Crosland, I DO have a chaperone) So i'm re-piercing my ear. as soon as schools out. I miss having it.

okay so I'm up to four songs that I'm playing through my mind for Coffee house

1) God's Will, Martina McBride (Mrs. Talabotts Favorite Country song) 2) Home, Natile Grant 3) Held, Natile Grant 4) We Carry On, Tim Mcgraw.

We Carry on is winning.

We had our first preformance on Friday. it was good. I was crying so singing was not easy. it was so dumb. They made this DVD, With Scott Smiley. I'm like seriously sitting there crying. It was just like are you kidding me and then they make us go sing!? arg...my school people is crazy. I don't feel like such a loser half of Ensamble was crying...even Nik. so I guess it's okay. I still am Mad that we had school on Friday, I wanted to go hang out With Travis.

Jessie is singing in an hour, and I want to get a good seat so I only have ten minutes  til I need to leave and I need to change so I'll stop writing.

I keep on typing and no one was looking...but that's okay.

So I tottally have to start going back to breakthrough. I don't care what it takes Jesus wants me there and he's asked how much I'll sacrafice to get there. lemme tell ya.... I'll sacrafice everything. I'm sick of feeling like a car running on E. I'm sick of being so thirsty and never having enough to drink.... it's not gonna happen anymore. Jesus Said I can't be a part of the vision until I am where I need to be. and I'm gonna be where I need to be. no matter what it takes.

Homecoming was stinking amazing! I had so much fun...

I'm really sick...it's not good. but i drinking jucies so i'll be okay.