In this I tell what only I can say:

I want to go out of my mind chasing you off the edge of the world,

Fall forever and a day wishing for no different past actions,

I want to tell you I love you till death-past death and through pergatory,

Through Pergatory and into Heaven-it wouldn't be heaven with out you,

I want it like that-like I said-like I do-like I am in reality,

In insanity-'cause I've been sane and it's so over rated I'd rather be crazy about you,

I want to keep up forever the madness of my own desires,

Desire-only to kiss you like I do to touch you like I do all that I do...

I want other-rather-different-eccentric-digression-redirected but...

Wanting only you: what the whole world wants but it's not gonna get you; I am

Don't talk to Me about what's Right and Wrong, 'cause nothing here is Right so tell me who's Wrong?!

I'm sorry it all turned out this way,

I'm sorry for the way it feels,

I'm sorry I can't do better, better isn't what exceptions do,

I'm sorry we don't talk like we used to,

I'm sorry we don't say what we used to,

I'm sorry we don't feel like we used to,

I'm sorry that I'm the most painful memory in your life,

I'm sorry I can't just be like everyone else and change,

I'm sorry that I can't take it back now.....

My prose has failed me in communicating how I feel about you,

So I wanted to write you a poem, but my mind was too digressed,

So I wanted to show you but you're all the way over there and I can't,

Let's come back togather and do what it is we do, like it is we do, 'cause that was it is,

We don't have to make sense we just have to enjoy ourselves because that's who we are,

We just have to be "us" and when that fails we'll just be "togather",

And after that come up with something more creative.....