so patrick and i had our weekly talk today (yes weekly). 

we decided that if we really contemplate the pressure of school on our relationship, it's just going to create an added stress to our already hectic lives. 

so the consensus is that we are both going to stick to the whole talking to each other once a week, focusing on homework deal. 

and about the emotional side of it all...there will be no doubts because, "we'll just be ignorant together, babe".  hahahahah yeahh how cute is he?

we're just going to assume that there are no problems between us.  obviously, if there is something wrong, we'll say it.  but we can't assume that the other person feels that way.  we have to automatically believe that everything is alright.  it's a matter of trust.  trust that the other person will make notification if his/her feelings change.  trust that there is no need to have doubts when there is no stated problem. 

foolproof?  obviously not.  but it's about trying out various solutions and solving problems as they come. 

life wouldn't be fun if it were easy

<3

volkswagen phaeton.  my new dream car.

it's a frickin volkswagon.  enough said.

i'm goign to the library cafe on broadway today...to finish some summer reading before that workshop tomorrow.

it sucks taht razr phones are only offered by cingular. 

i want my ipod back, patrick.

there's more.  i'll edit later. 

EDIT - 9:32pm

so the absolute best thing happened to me today...

my uncle herman (makovitz) gave me a turn table and like seventy 12" vinyls. ohmigod. i have been listening to it all day. of course, it's old stuff...i.e. saturday night fever, pink floyd, the cars, et cetera.

i am still astounded at my abrupt inheritance. this is great. i have a record collection now.


hahah ayeah this could've been a blog, but oh well.

see you all at the english thing tomorrow.

ohh and francis scott key fitzgerald cannot spell whatsoever. it irks me.

ok so i'm muy excited because vannalyn gets back in 9 days.

so i just realized that i think 85% of the time in spanish now. that's a good thing, right?

and for all you fellow artists out there, get a Deviant Art. i have one. yeahh that is about the most awesome site ever to post poetry, photography, drawings/paintings, et cetera. i've had one for a while now and i just started using it again.

so i got some summer reading done today. yay.

i just realized that whatever i decide to do with my future, whether i fail or not, i will always have my mom's daycare to be a great source of income. by the time i get older, her business will be well established and a lot bigger than it is now. it's amazing. i hate it there. but i learn a lot. and, if i don't want to run it when i grow older, i can always hire an on-site manager to run things. yeahh.

so patrick's mom is selling an apartment building to my mom. interesting.

the el pollo loco chicken caesar salad bowl is one of the best salads i've ever eaten. ever since i was about 10, i have not ordered anything else from el pollo loco. ever.

ok i have to go. fun bloggin with ya.

scratch it.  i was curious for no reason.  it's ok.  life's ok.  just enjoy.  to short to be angry.  ;)

p.s.. i'ma start using this again.