I wrote this in 9th grade, Aug. 24, 2000.

I try to find the feelings

Hidden in my heart.

Yet all the people in the world

Couldn't tear us apart.

 

Life may come and

Life may go.

Our fate I do not,

Will not know.

 

I may marry someone else,

I may carry someone else.

I may take out my brain

And lie it on the shelf.

 

All I know is if my heart is still intact,

I will have your back.

 

My heart will go on

And love you for life.

Just maybe one day

I'll be your wife.

Remember: Life is not going to follow your every plan. You will have to fix the path if you've been hit by a major disaster.

For one, it is imposible to keep up with everything. I have to keep telling myself that. As myspace has became dead and my friends aren't really posting bulletins or messaging me anymore, I came to Xanga. I try to keep up with everyone's blogs, but it's almost impossible. I have like 6 friends and in one day, there is over a page in blogs. Come on people, most of your lives aren't that interesting. Granted I do like reading what you have to say, but not when you've got like 10 posts with one and two line phrases. How can that many people comment on something like that?

Also, school is nearing an end for the semester. I am not taking classes in the summer, so I am waiting till next fall. Kinda bummed though because I wanted to take 5 classes and they will only let me take 4. So, I am trying to finish all that up. My English class is good and finished although I don't know what I got. My Geography and Math classes are waiting for me to complete the final. Then I got 2 classes that I will be finished with by Monday.

My three kids got to play outside today. It was beautiful weather. BTW my oldest son is actually my step son and he is 4. My oldest daughter is my step daughter and she is 2. My other daughter is mine and she is 2. Yes, we have full custody. Their mother is worthless and calls maybe 2 times a year. Anyway, my kids are wearing me out. They are getting more and more wired since its pretty much summer and they can play in the yard.

My house needs clean. I am struggling to clean it, but it is hard with online classes, kids, and walking with my friend. Oh yeah, and my daughter is potty training. There is so much laundry and everything. Luckily, my son wants to clean so he's going to be helping me out this week. Since lord knows my husband hardly lifts a finger on the house.

I am walking now with my friend who lives nearby. We started walking on Sunday and we walked a half of a mile. Then today and yesterday we walked 3/4 of a mile. We were going to continue at that pace until Monday. However, we have decided to add a lap every 2 days. So tomorrow and Thursday we will be walking a full mile each day. I'll let you know how things go.