| I've really dug myself into a huge hole this time. One that I'm not sure I'll be able to pull myself out of. |
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| I get too worked up over the dumbest things. It's almost as if my mind is creating trouble for me. But why would I do stuff like that? I mean, I don't want to be upset. Quite on the contrary. But I haven't seen the therapist in around two weeks. Maybe that will help me a bit. I go on Friday. I don't know... things are just too weird anymore. |
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| I feel really crappy today. I'm ready to just like break down and cry and I really don't know why. Maybe I'm tired... maybe I'm lonely... who knows. All I have to say is this is a horrible start to the new school year. School hasn't started and I've already stopped caring about homework and such. I kind of want to call Jean but I don't know... I'm no good at getting the courage to do stuff like that. Plus it would be admitting to my parents that I'm upset and they don't need that. |
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| Haha you just got played! It's all private. |
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