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| "Hello handsome,
my name's beautiful.
Or well, that's what you call me, anyways.
Hello handsome,
boy I bet you wish you knew.
About all the time that I spent,
all the tears that I wet,
the pillowcase as I cried.
All the doors they slammed shut,
all the windows were stuck,
and the only way out was to,
was to let you in.
Hello handsome,
you call me beautiful.
Why? I'll never know.
Hello handsome,
boy, I bet you wish you knew.
About all the time that I spent,
all the tears that I wet,
the pillowcase as I cried.
All the doors they slammed shut,
all the windows were stuck,
and the only way out was to,
was to let you in."
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| flipskate151: flipskate151: omg omg omg omg
Bloodredandwine: what
Bloodredandwine: ????
flipskate151: i met liz!
Bloodredandwine: REALLY!?
Bloodredandwine: haha awesome
flipskate151: ya she is soooooo awesome
flipskate151: i think im in love
Bloodredandwine: awwwww
Bloodredandwine: dude what did u do??
Bloodredandwine: what happen
Bloodredandwine: gimme deatails
flipskate151: no im not becuase you wanna know so bad
Bloodredandwine: ok fine
flipskate151: just kidding
flipskate151: omg we hung out all day y
flipskate151: Bloodredandwine: dope
flipskate151: she came over after getting lost on the way to my house and she parked in my grass and then got out and locked her keyes in the
flipskate151: car
flipskate151: then we hung out for an hour waiting for tripple A and we played halo
Bloodredandwine: haha dayum
flipskate151: then mullet guy unlocked her car and we went to busch gardens
flipskate151: got on stuff and kissed during katonga and she got a pink butterfly
flipskate151: then we went to splinter skatepark for like an our
flipskate151: then we went to charlies and she hurd us play
flipskate151: and then we went to print directions to get to her house again
flipskate151: then i kooldnt let her leave and she didnt wanna
flipskate151: like she sed by that sat on my bed and we made out
Bloodredandwine: awwwwww
flipskate151: then we went to the door
Bloodredandwine: dude thats so rad
flipskate151: we made out
flipskate151: the we got in the car
flipskate151: we made out
flipskate151: she started pullin away
flipskate151: we made otu
flipskate151: she tried again
flipskate151: we made out
flipskate151: one more time
flipskate151: in the middle of the street we made made out through the window
Bloodredandwine: whoa
Bloodredandwine: dayum
Bloodredandwine: yall like need to date
flipskate151: i know
flipskate151: i got bite them big lips
flipskate151: 
Bloodredandwine: haha lucky
flipskate151: o man she is the best i swear it
Bloodredandwine: does she feel the same way?
flipskate151: http://www.livejournal.com/users/blueeyedlizzard/
flipskate151: look
Bloodredandwine: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Bloodredandwine: thats love right der
flipskate151: i know man
flipskate151: now im blushing
BlNdFlMnGLz1: next time i see you.. im tackling you... and your getting the BIGGEST MOST HUGANGOUS KISS EVER!
flipskate151: SAWEET
BlNdFlMnGLz1: like... awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
BlNdFlMnGLz1: your so sweet
BlNdFlMnGLz1: idk wat to say... you win
BlNdFlMnGLz1: +68385196198484000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000+7434619646841+61384+651264321
BlNdFlMnGLz1: 35+
BlNdFlMnGLz1: 5264
BlNdFlMnGLz1: +1
BlNdFlMnGLz1: points for you
BlNdFlMnGLz1: you win
BlNdFlMnGLz1: your the champ
BlNdFlMnGLz1: "IM NOT WORTHY"
BlNdFlMnGLz1: lol
flipskate151: thats a lot of points
BlNdFlMnGLz1: b/c.. your the WINNIER!!!!
BlNdFlMnGLz1: aw
flipskate151: you dont understand ive been on fire like all day becuase i was so happy that i got to see you
BlNdFlMnGLz1: i couldnt sit still in church... i got kicked out...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: lol
flipskate151: lol
BlNdFlMnGLz1: like.. i was humming some song from katango, and i was twichtching my leg, and i was fiddling w/ stuff and i was thinking about you and i was just... a mess..
BlNdFlMnGLz1: lol
flipskate151: o my god
flipskate151: like nothing matters all im worried about is when it can happen again
flipskate151: but im defintely thinkin about somethin reallly hard right now
BlNdFlMnGLz1: um..... is this a penis joke?
flipskate151: i just told my mom that we go out and she said "ya i saw that comin... you dont lock your keyes in the car for just anybody"
BlNdFlMnGLz1: AHHHHHHHHHHHH
BlNdFlMnGLz1: no....
BlNdFlMnGLz1: i was SOOOO encredibly embarrassed
BlNdFlMnGLz1: like.. .mortified
BlNdFlMnGLz1: b/c.. that's not the way that i had imagined meeting your mom
flipskate151: lol
flipskate151: she thought it was funny
BlNdFlMnGLz1: i imagined it going alot smoother
BlNdFlMnGLz1: woa.. wait...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: we're dating now?
flipskate151: Well you sed yes in caps
flipskate151: and i said we shoold go out
BlNdFlMnGLz1: o
BlNdFlMnGLz1: ok
BlNdFlMnGLz1: that'll work
flipskate151: i mean if were not then clue me in
BlNdFlMnGLz1: LOL
flipskate151: so are we
BlNdFlMnGLz1: sure.. why not..
BlNdFlMnGLz1: lol
flipskate151: ok
flipskate151: its official
flipskate151: we date
flipskate151: ya cuz were cool like that | | |
| lMnGLz1: hey
NubirU28: hello there!
NubirU28: lol
NubirU28: long time huh
NubirU28: lol
BlNdFlMnGLz1: hey there...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: how r u?
NubirU28: i am doing great...ive been soooooo fucking busy its not even funny lol
BlNdFlMnGLz1: awww... poor thing
NubirU28: my dad came home and we've had to do so much shit...i didnt even get to do my homework
NubirU28: not good...but i got to run...hahahahahaha...that im glad about lol
BlNdFlMnGLz1: awww... poor thing
BlNdFlMnGLz1: so.... um.... im sick
NubirU28: LOL....you poor girl...whats wrong with you
NubirU28: dont tell me you have to pee orange again hahahaha
BlNdFlMnGLz1: no... like....
BlNdFlMnGLz1: its kinda serious
NubirU28: ....i see...
NubirU28: whats wrong
BlNdFlMnGLz1: like.... you kno how your heart has a regular rythmic beat?
NubirU28: right
BlNdFlMnGLz1: and if that beat gets interupted... then bad things happen
NubirU28: right
BlNdFlMnGLz1: well.. mines been getting off beat for the past 3 weeks
NubirU28: huhm...well thats...have you gone to a doctor
BlNdFlMnGLz1: and... last night... i woke up and i couldnt breathe... i couldnt move.. and i think that i felt my heart stop
BlNdFlMnGLz1: well... pause...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: and then it went nuts... like i had just ran 964315864 miles
NubirU28: you know i studied about that...but thats very odd...do you know whats causing it
BlNdFlMnGLz1: it was like that for like... 10-20 seconds... and then i finally had to like.. jump up and down and breathe really deeply.. to help it back on track
NubirU28: i see
BlNdFlMnGLz1: and it did it again... today... during band, i turned white.... and couldn breathe
BlNdFlMnGLz1: and.. my chest locked up
BlNdFlMnGLz1: and.. my heart pounded so hard that it hurt
BlNdFlMnGLz1: im really really really really really scared
NubirU28: ...
NubirU28: i understand...i think...but listen...wait...were you asthmatic by any chance
BlNdFlMnGLz1: ive had an asthma attack, i kno what those feel like... this.. is TOTALLY different
NubirU28: huhm....very strange...im sure everything is going to be fine...i trully hope so...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: i hope so... i almost didnt tell you
BlNdFlMnGLz1: b/c... i didnt want to worry you
BlNdFlMnGLz1: but anywho
BlNdFlMnGLz1: tell me about school
NubirU28: lol...its ok...i worry about everyone...a little too much hahaha...but today school was awesome...i wore my uniform for the first time in the year...i love my uniform...and then we played volleyball in p.e.
BlNdFlMnGLz1: what uniform?
NubirU28: ROTC uniform lol
BlNdFlMnGLz1: hmm...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: b/c those always SCREAM sexy
BlNdFlMnGLz1: lol
NubirU28: hahahaha...i guess so...jk...its my favorite thing to wear people think im crazy but once you get used to it like i do...you learn to love it lol...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: lol...
NubirU28: can you give me a sec fathers calling
BlNdFlMnGLz1: ok... i seriously cant stand it any freaking longer, ive been nervous about this like all day.... did you read my email?
BlNdFlMnGLz1: and.. of course you go away when i REALLY want you to talk... lol... of course
NubirU28: lol im sooooo sorry...man my parents r so crazy lol
NubirU28: and yes i read your email i meant to email you back yesterday but i had not ime
BlNdFlMnGLz1: and.....
BlNdFlMnGLz1: come on.. my heart cant take the anitcipation!
NubirU28: lol...
NubirU28: well lets see i was gonna say somethin
BlNdFlMnGLz1: you love to just drag it on
NubirU28: let me try to remember if not ill make something else up
BlNdFlMnGLz1: go ahead and laugh at me b/c im an idiot
NubirU28: no no...on the contrary i thought it wasvery brave of you to go ahead and tell me that...to admit something like that...although i already knew that was the case...i mean right now theres not much i can do
BlNdFlMnGLz1: wait... you already knew all of that
NubirU28: lol...no offence...but you know youre not the best person at keeping things secret...or on the down low haha...you give yourself away a littl too easily...or atleast enough for me to notice
BlNdFlMnGLz1: R U FUCKINGH SERIOUS
BlNdFlMnGLz1: i was freaking out and couldnt sleep and was worried out of my mind all damn day, and you knew
BlNdFlMnGLz1: BLAH!
BlNdFlMnGLz1: so wait...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: if you knew.. then why didnt y ou say anything
BlNdFlMnGLz1: omfg... type faster
BlNdFlMnGLz1: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
NubirU28: cause i had no time yesterday...i read it and was like...^_^ liz liz...lol...
NubirU28: hahaha sorry lol
NubirU28: anyways...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: no.. no anyways
BlNdFlMnGLz1: back to this
NubirU28: yes thats what i meant lol
NubirU28: hahahahahaha'
BlNdFlMnGLz1: well.. GOD DAMMIT! WHAT DO YOU THINK!
BlNdFlMnGLz1: ahh
NubirU28: hahahahaha
NubirU28: ok ok...keep your pants on
BlNdFlMnGLz1: you drive me fucking nuts... your the reason taht im crazy
BlNdFlMnGLz1: you do kno this right
NubirU28: im reading the dam thing again hahahaha
NubirU28: i kno i kno
NubirU28: ok im done...ok...uhm lets see...where to start...
NubirU28: i suppose the first thing i could say is that..when we were dating you liked me but you felt insecure because you'd never done stuff like that...
NubirU28: and you werent used to people telling you i love you...so you freaked out...so what that happens to people...nothing wrong with that...i understand what you felt...im reasonable you know that
NubirU28: dammit
NubirU28: one sec please fathers calling again
NubirU28: ahhhhhhh
NubirU28: omfg...im sorry i keep on doing this
BlNdFlMnGLz1: wat r u doing?
NubirU28: who the hell decides to clean their garage at 9 at night for fucks sake...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: OMFG!
BlNdFlMnGLz1: that's freakign great
NubirU28: lol...ok...
NubirU28: see now i dont remember what i was gonna say to you...god dammit!!...let me go back and re read...see if i can continue
NubirU28: ok...ok...ow do i go on...
NubirU28: lets see
NubirU28: well ok i said you were uncertain and not used to things...and thats completely fine..i cant judge you for that...i understand every bit of your decision...the one thing i want you to know is that i can neve or never will be mad at you...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: that means alot to me
NubirU28: what you said yo me on that email is what i couldve said a day or two after we broke up...and i dont mean to hurt you..but i cant feel that anymore...i mean i care about you as a friend...because its what you wanted us to be...friends...so now to me its not more than that
BlNdFlMnGLz1: ever?
NubirU28: evr what
BlNdFlMnGLz1: like... you'll never feel that way about me.. ever again?
BlNdFlMnGLz1: and if you felt that way... then why the hell didnt you say anything
BlNdFlMnGLz1: b/c... the minuete i broke up w/ you.. i bawled
BlNdFlMnGLz1: if you felt like that.. you shouldve told me, b/c... you shouldve
NubirU28: lol...i wouldve thought you did...bu when you said that to me all i could do was move on and accept your decision
NubirU28: ...i shoulve...hahahaha youre right...but thats me...you know..i keep things inside lol...damn me lol
NubirU28: sorry
NubirU28: hehe
BlNdFlMnGLz1: ok.... basically.... what does this mean?
NubirU28: hahaha...ok well...i guess it means that well...i move on faster...my feelings are just oo weird you know...i mean i try to please people and when you said it would be best to stop dating then i said to myself...ok then...i guess ill do as she wants...but i guess you really had those feelings still for me all along...and i cant tell you not to...or to stop..because people cant...but i mean you must learn to control your feelings one day...
NubirU28: i know its hard to deal with...and you know im always here to help you out no matterwhat...i promise
BlNdFlMnGLz1: no
BlNdFlMnGLz1: how can i go to you... when its about you
NubirU28: lol...i see...well...not really sure about that one
BlNdFlMnGLz1: so you dont have ANY of those feelings for me?
NubirU28: ...not...anymore...ever you told me you wanted to be friends i believed that so thats what i did....
BlNdFlMnGLz1: ok
BlNdFlMnGLz1: then... im sorry that i ever said anything
NubirU28: no no...you should never be sorry...im glad you wanted to talk to me about this
NubirU28: you know me..i dont mind i could never mind something like that...i will always answer whatever you need to know...
NubirU28: i just dont want you to cry...cause i know youre crying...thats not good for you lol
NubirU28: ahhhh...brb...i promise
NubirU28: ok im back im really sorry
BlNdFlMnGLz1: i hate you so much right now
NubirU28: ^_^ i know...and i dont mind
BlNdFlMnGLz1: that doesnt bother you?
NubirU28: not one bit...hehe
BlNdFlMnGLz1: what the fuck
BlNdFlMnGLz1: it doesnt bother you? if one of my friends was mad at me, i would care
NubirU28: i know...but for some reason...i feel like its gonna be ok...if not....then o well... i was wrong
BlNdFlMnGLz1: so i dont really want to go to homecomming anymore
NubirU28: aww....lol...o c'mon...why not?
NubirU28: its gonna be fun
BlNdFlMnGLz1: no... b/c JP will be there, and he wants to date me, and your going to be there... and i had something special planned.
NubirU28: awwww...lol im soooo sorry
BlNdFlMnGLz1: and.. im not allowed to go over to mandy's anymore... and im not allowed to go to anymore jenkins games.. but i think its ok now
NubirU28: ok so youre not allowed to go to your best friends house or jenkins games...ok then...you'll miss a lot lol...but mean if you cant you cant
NubirU28: im sorry
BlNdFlMnGLz1: bull fucking shit
NubirU28: hahahahaha...go ahead...tell me
BlNdFlMnGLz1: im sorry that i screwed up, and that i pushed you away ... b/c i actually fucking cared... in the beggining you were just another boy, just someone i could play w/... but then you became so much more.... and.. i thought that i actually loved you... but.. iw as scared... bc.... im only 16... so i pushed you away, pretended that i didnt care about you anymore and that i didnt need you, when really, i was crying myself to sleep every fucking night... b/c i realized.. that maybe, just maybe, i really DID love you and taht i really DID care about you more than ive ever cared about anyone before in my life... and you cant get over love... you just cant, and for you to sit there and tell me that you dont give a shit about me anymore, tells me that you didnt really love me.. and that i was wrong... i wish that i could stop loving you
NubirU28: ...lol...i know what you mean...but you can be certain of one thing..i did love you...otherwise i wouldve never told you so...you know how shy i am? and for me to go and tell a girl that i thought it was unthinkable...but i understand what youre saing...and well its just that my feelings work a whooooole lot more different than anyone you'll meet...i cant even begin to understand...i m just good at hiding them, or getting rid of unnecessary ones...but if it will help you be happy again please believe what you just wrote i dont mind hehe...thats all i want you to do...just dont cry because of me...theres no point anymore lol...im sorry if ive hurt you...i never meant to...i swear...thats not what i want to do to people...specially my friends...i'd rather die first than hurt them...but if i did...a thousand pardons...
NubirU28: man that was long....hahahaha
BlNdFlMnGLz1: your never going to love me again are you
NubirU28: well...i dont think i could...sorryits not as easy as to just turn around and say it again cause im sure it wouldnt be the same
BlNdFlMnGLz1: so that's it..... we're never going to date again?
BlNdFlMnGLz1: no.. dont answer
NubirU28: ok
BlNdFlMnGLz1: lol... and too think... i had it all planned out...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: lol... i was going to ask you out at homecomming...
NubirU28: ...that is very sweet of you...good thing you wont tho...i wouldve hated to see you suffer...im really sorry
BlNdFlMnGLz1: man... idk wat to say
NubirU28: hahahaha...you dont have to say a work i promise...its all good
NubirU28: word*
NubirU28: lol
BlNdFlMnGLz1: no its not....
NubirU28: lol...or not...ok
BlNdFlMnGLz1: b/c... i still love you... and i never stopped... and i probably never will... ive turned down so many guys alredy...b/c i always thought that we were going to get back together.. and that everythign was gong to be amazing....
NubirU28: ...no words for that lol...im not sre what to tell you...i mean i do but it wouldnt be something you could do easily...the best thing to do is to let go slowly in your case...just let hings go...forget about them...but never remember them so you dont get hurt...see thats why i say the past is painful..people should never dwell there....anyways...try to do it slowly..and i know it sounds impossible right now...but you have to try so you can be happy again...im sorry i did this to you lol...
NubirU28: but nomatterwhat...you know you have a friend in me...unconditionally...i promise i will always be here...always
BlNdFlMnGLz1: you dont ever thing about holding me.. kissing me... missing me?
NubirU28 signed off at 10:34:15 PM.
NubirU28 signed on at 10:35:08 PM.
NubirU28: ok that was weird
NubirU28: sorry
BlNdFlMnGLz1: watever... fuck it... it doesnt matter... i dont care anyways..
NubirU28: no no no i dont mean that...this stupid thing threw me off
NubirU28: i had to sign in again
NubirU28: lol
NubirU28: but ok...i mean i just want to make sure you'll be fine
BlNdFlMnGLz1: of course im not fine, i just lost the fucking love of my life... b/c im a moron, and im scared b/c i could be really sick....
BlNdFlMnGLz1: im not going to be all happy and pretend that everythings happy...
NubirU28: i know that lol...
BlNdFlMnGLz1: no.... im fucking pissed, and there is nothing more that i want other than to curl up in you lap and kiss you and have you hold me, b/c i kno that everything will be alright
BlNdFlMnGLz1: but... that's not going ot happen b/c you hate me
BlNdFlMnGLz1: b/c... im a bitch who cant make up her mind and is scared
NubirU28: ...you shouldnt hurt yourself like that...i dont hate you how can you say that...youre just different than others...i dont hate you for that...i just understand you more...but you shoulndt believe things like that...i mean i wouldnt mind hugging you but it just cannot happen like it used to...and if you keep on bringing it up again and again the greater the pain...
NubirU28: i dont hate you...never
BlNdFlMnGLz1: im sorry that i stilllove you, and im not going to get over it, im going to keep thinking about it... b/c... i love you.. and i cant ever forget that... im sorry... im sorry that i ever said that i wanted a break.. i didnt kno that it would ruin everything... and i cant belive that i lost you... and i dont understand how we just cant start over... b/c... i love you so much... and i want you w/ me... especially now, when im really scared and i dont kno whats going on.. and ESPECIALLY since ive made up my mind that im gong to my mom's grave.... i kno that you dont love me... but please dont ever forget that i love you
NubirU28: i never will...ill always keep that with me
NubirU28: thats a very bold decision im proud of you
NubirU28: im sorry things cant work the way we want them...but i will always remember theres someone who cares about me...
NubirU28: fuuuuuuuuck...sweetheart...im really sorry to do this...i have to go for now...my dad...dammit...but i promise you...and there will be noexceptions...i will be on tomorrow...you have my word...if you want to tell me something else...please email me...and you know im always here...good night
NubirU28: please...please take care
BlNdFlMnGLz1: bye
NubirU28: good night
NubirU28 signed off at 10:54:49 PM. | | |
| OhxBlueEyes: so
OhxBlueEyes: low
BlNdFlMnGLz1: so...
OhxBlueEyes: lies
OhxBlueEyes: and goodbyes
BlNdFlMnGLz1: lie..
BlNdFlMnGLz1: wat?
OhxBlueEyes: i dont know
OhxBlueEyes: Do you have MSN messanger?
BlNdFlMnGLz1: no
OhxBlueEyes: :\ ok
OhxBlueEyes: do you love me? or is it an infatuation?
BlNdFlMnGLz1: that's not random at all
OhxBlueEyes: tell me
BlNdFlMnGLz1: like... i loved you at one time, but youve broke my heart so much, that i dont think that i love you kno....
OhxBlueEyes: i have neither for you
BlNdFlMnGLz1: thanks ass...
OhxBlueEyes: im telling you the truth
OhxBlueEyes: and i want this out in the open
BlNdFlMnGLz1: dude, wat the fuck, im over you
BlNdFlMnGLz1: you kno this
OhxBlueEyes: we probably wouldnt be friends if you didnt persue it
BlNdFlMnGLz1: stop beating a dead horse
OhxBlueEyes: they horse aint dead
BlNdFlMnGLz1: wtf?
BlNdFlMnGLz1: esplain to me your thinking
OhxBlueEyes: i dont want to say
OhxBlueEyes: cuz youll get all pissed
OhxBlueEyes: and at school it will be all akward
OhxBlueEyes: but you will be angry torn apart and hurt
OhxBlueEyes: but i dont like pretending
BlNdFlMnGLz1: omfg, wtf are you talking about, just freaking tell me, ill always be friends w/ you, and no... im over you
BlNdFlMnGLz1: i love lionel
OhxBlueEyes: that is it
OhxBlueEyes: nevermind
OhxBlueEyes: but whatever
BlNdFlMnGLz1: omg, just freaking tell em
BlNdFlMnGLz1: donald, dont bring this up and then not tell me how your feeling
OhxBlueEyes: i dont see a use in starting a fight
OhxBlueEyes: and me saying things i might regret
BlNdFlMnGLz1: omfg
BlNdFlMnGLz1: ahhhhhhh
OhxBlueEyes: ok stop saying that
OhxBlueEyes: omfg= Oh My Fucking God
BlNdFlMnGLz1: look watever, do you want me stop talking ot you to prove that i dont like you anymore
OhxBlueEyes: that really tweaks me
OhxBlueEyes: no i know you dont like me
OhxBlueEyes: and i know i dont like you
BlNdFlMnGLz1: so wats the point of this convo?
OhxBlueEyes: i dont like you
OhxBlueEyes: as in being around you. Online is one thing, but in person we dont mix. It is awkward and i feel really bad saying this. But i dont have any feelings to yah at all. And you like me so much as a person, but i simply never liked you much
BlNdFlMnGLz1: i fucking hate you so much right now
OhxBlueEyes: The sad part to this is this, that didnt phase me at all
OhxBlueEyes: if that didnt phase me, then we shouldnt be friends in the first place
OhxBlueEyes: I love people
OhxBlueEyes: and i dont think if what im saying is right
OhxBlueEyes: but im telling you what my heart is feeling. and this isnt no BS Heart stuff so get that out of your head
OhxBlueEyes: you never changed for God, you changed for a boy. just like you'll change for any boy you love because you never gave your whole heart for God to care for
OhxBlueEyes: im no longer your boy, hopefully youll stay clean
BlNdFlMnGLz1: wat did i do to deserve you hating me so much
BlNdFlMnGLz1: why do you hate me for being who i am
OhxBlueEyes: i dont hate you
BlNdFlMnGLz1: you dont wanna be friends at all
OhxBlueEyes: does it matter that much to you?
OhxBlueEyes: we never do a thing outside of school
OhxBlueEyes: the only place we talk is online
OhxBlueEyes: you only wanted to "friends" so you would sneak in and "hook up"
OhxBlueEyes: that didnt happen
OhxBlueEyes: you might admire my love for God, but you dont want it?
OhxBlueEyes: or what?
OhxBlueEyes: and i feel bad about "my love for God'' because it is mediocre at best
BlNdFlMnGLz1: look, i wanted to hook up w/ you yes, but... i still cared about you as a friend, and you kno wat, i will always be there for you if you need me, b/c that's wat friends do, and im sorry that you dont like me for me being who i am, and im sorry that you dont see how God is working in my life, and im sorry that im not "christian" enough for you, but... even tho you hate me, ill always be there for you, b/c i considered you one of my closest friends, and you will always be a close friend, no matter wat
OhxBlueEyes: thank you for not getting angry
OhxBlueEyes: if you ever need prayer ill pray, but dont get into any trouble on your own
BlNdFlMnGLz1: you kno wat, i am angry, im furious, but i will never shed another tear over you, i will never let you hurt me again, you will never see me upset over you, ill will treat you the same, b/c deep down, i still care about you, as a friend, and im sorry that you cant be friends w/ me... but ill always be friends w/ you
OhxBlueEyes: God Bless you, and I told the truth. If it hurt you im sorry
BlNdFlMnGLz1: so this is it
BlNdFlMnGLz1: you dont wanna talk to me anymore
BlNdFlMnGLz1: our friendship is over?
BlNdFlMnGLz1: hm.... ok... watever, im still going to be nice to you and im still going to trat you the same, and watever you do is up to you | | |
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