i cut off the heart i wore on my sleeve

i'd do it again so quick without thought

wrong when i figured you couldn't be bought

wrong again you came pretty cheap

i'm alone again and losing sleep

i cut and i cut till it was detached

figured you would help me try to patch

but now i'm alone bleeding and hurt

never thought i could feel so cheap

much cheaper than dirt

Currently Watching A Very Brady Sequel see related

if i were anymore screwed up they would have to put me in a home w/all the other crazies. and i'd have to room w/ some ocd freak named bartholomew who ate his own hair, but i know we'd get along fine bc i'm just that insane! j/k well i've almost proved my point w/ how dumb this post is but whatever...

i love you all!                 -emily

Currently Listening I Hate Everything About You By Three Days Grace see related

plastered-not in the way you think

plastered-but not from any drink

i have fooled many ppl in my game of make believe

at times there are more emotions than my head can conceive

plastered-with a smile so fake

sometimes i can not take

anymore

you are trying to fill someone else's hole

not ever really knowing that you seem to make me whole

people that can help me there are very few

why can no one see the one i need is you

p.s.8o% is a number i made up probably not THAT many girls own thongs period. (purple or otherwise)         especially when a lot of girls freak out about thongs in general. i apologize but that is my rant of this post.

Currently Reading Good in Bed By Jennifer Weiner see related

hmm...

life is really dull

school is really long

80 percent of girls own a purple thong