| | when the stars go blue.
(4:11pm) i'm upset. i want banana walnut bread/california raisin and wheat (somethingsomething) bread.
(4:17pm) I'M NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE TO BUY IT SHIT.i'm making soba right now.
(4:54pm) the soba's cooking. i made too little.  i'm still sad.
just read lapdancer's blog, and i'm going to do shoutouts too, i can't stand it. (only for those who actually read my xga!)
nicole. hey (self-proclaimed) bestfriend. i know it's been a hard day for you today, ss, having stanford assignments and all. it's been a tough academic year for us i guess, but you know what, we'll all buck up during hols. box study group, and with gilda's super ss skills, we'll all breeze through the next test though we'll prolly all flunk this one. it's okay, we did our best. like my hcl block test, i'm gonna tell the whole world this now - i got 25%. yep, i got 10 out of 40. out of the 5 marks i could study for, which i did study really hard for, i only managed to achieve
one.
one, one meagre mark. i was really almost crying. cos i tried my best, i studied for it. but if i already gave my input but there's no output... there's really nothing to blame right or anything i can do now, just that i'll have to work harder next time. and that's what we'll do nicole, we'll work harder. i've got o's this year, gotta get down to business for real. we'll all work together k! and, thanks for listening to everything i've said, and being there to stand up for me. i just can't forget what you said. me:''what about her racket?'' you:''got me, scared what?''  love you dear, loads.
(i know this sounds damn ra-ra, but sometimes we just really need it.)
okay, soba again.
(5:01pm) okay my craving for soba has sorta gone now, but since i made already, i'll just eat it.
it's kinda weird how when i crave for something, and i have to wait for the food, my hunger sort of goes away.
great new dieting tip! at least i'm not a fat cow now. waiting for the soba to cool now, ayeee. shoutouts. note ladies first.
chels! my best partner b tching buddy! haha, i love you ttm (learnt it from nic chan!)! must study really hard k, then fif will finally stop nagging at us cos we're unmotivated or some shit. and baywatch is the sex! and i hope we don't have another DTB (familiar still?) cos it'll cause ww3/4/5 (i forgot what number lol). hope the plan can last haha. and, rgd your M! it's okay... i doubt it'll be >4days! haha it'd better not lol. and hope sunday will be fun! (i'm a games genius baby!)
amelia baby, our pornstar. haha, i always get lost in recess conversations and sorry, heheh. i'm just blur like that, and sorry for being missing so much cos of meetings, or trainings (i can't understand why they want to have course trainings during recess it's senseless) or briefings. i'm like a bloody busy bee luh. but we can always catch up on sunday my dear girl. SUNDAY, I'M PLANNING GAMES MUAHAHA. get your camera ready okay!
gilda, oh gilda. thanks for being there for me man. during hcl, lectures, whatever. i know i've been complaining a lot for reasons i shouldn't but yea, thanks for listening. and i'm happy that someone's been in my position before and you know how i feel and stuff. i think i made the right choice, but it still hasn't gotten to the mind yet (not mine.) oh well. anyway, hope you work out too, and stay strong for the rest of the year k. sunday! stranger haha uh oh oh yes, and we gotta camwhore, haven't done so in forever!
danny the great! haha, i remember that dear thanks for being there for me through so many things. and wow, even though things in the box have changed so much and have affected you directly, you're still really strong, so hold on, till end of the year k! and, i also know you have lots of red cross stuff to attend to and sometimes can't make it for life science but don't worry k, i'll figure it out love you!
bingxby haha, AIYUH. i really love hcl with you and gladys man, cos we do stupid things and make stupid noises during class. (raping?) hahaha, and you would usually just sit there and stare at me while gladys and i fight, hahaha. and sorry i keep bugging you with the boxbook. write more in it k! and, you also have a lot of red cross stuff to handle and stuff so yea. it's okay, i'm here
last but not least, pris. thanks for being there for me, and yea. standing up for, protecting, comforting me. i know i have a lot of issues and insecurities, and they seem to be overwhelming me right now so sometimes i tell you to do things y'all find weird or talk to only a few people instead of everybody but hey, you're not being left out of anything, okay? sometimes i have no clue what y'all are talking about during recess so i keep going huh? huh? huh? so yea, sorryyyy. hee. yea, and thanks for helping me out, really. love loads.
lexypoo! i'm so so sorry, i may not be replying your messages recently or message halfway then never reply. i'm so so sorry, i've been really messed up the past week and i somehow don't have any interest in my phone anymore. i hope that you don't think that i'm trying to ignore you or anything okay! i'm sorry. we'll catch up during the hols kkkkkkk, and when i'm sure my phone bill isn't gonna burst though i won't get scolded for it. (oh, and good luck with your ... , you know what i'm talking about!) loveeee!
and you. you, just a guy that i met through other friends. didn't really talk much till early this year, or late last year. then i felt that we were really close friends, and yea, i daresay one of the best. (besides nicole haha and the box) and yea, maybe when i was younger, i did feel something different, but kinda just let it pass, thought it was just a temporary thing. it kinda was, but idk, now you tell me you do too. but i can't anymore, we're reallyreally good friends now, and by just jumping into it will be... different. in fact, just weird for me, okay. i feel really comfortable around you and feel like i can tell you anything under the sun, but i think this whole thing is just confusing me right now, and i don't feel as comfortable as i used to. not now, but give me time to think and settle k. i also can tell, it won't be serious anyway, and that soon, you'll want it back to normal (you knwo what i mean by this) and then it'll be just awkward okay. i know for now, i'm not getting into anything, for real. what reason do i have to anyway? besides i've never been in anything serious! and though sometimes you feel like you need to, (everybody seems to feel that way in sec3) i actually don't want to. it's just to keep your mind of things. but i don't want to keep my mind off it now. i know that you are kinda affected by my choice, and can't let go of it... but you know what, you gotta keep your options open too. for now, friends. end of story, okay? i hope you understand. some people say i'll regret it later and.. what not, but this is my decision and i hope you'll respect that. (and quit thinking that i'll hook up with some ACS dude, i won't. trust me.) ff okay?
OKAY, I FEEL TONS BETTER. i realised i've typed (and eaten!) a lottt. (oh no, i still wanna write about today and yesterday i'm such a spammer.) I'M FULL FROM SOBA. the sauce was so salty at first cos i didn't wanna over-dilute it, but now it's so bland and yucky. oh man. i'm such a brat. oh man. gotta buy c.ho's present (HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!) and give it to her on the bus tomorrow. hahaha.
on a much lighter note, today, geog was the best. mrs chua suddenly asked the geogers a random question, ''do you know what teh susu is?''
obviously i knew it was milk tea, but no one else in class (besides those who did malay or understood a bit of it) did! pris asked ''is it... a drink?'' mrs chua said ''yea! huh, you mean you don't know? aiyo, local drinks also don't know... can't go out for a drink with your boyfriend already!'' then suddenly amelia burst out ''aiya, priscilla! i know you drink a lot with your boyfriend luh you don't know meh?!?!?'' then mrs chua gasped, and said ''what boyfriend!'' pris went allllllll red and kept going ''don't have!!! noooooooooo'' hahaha, then i yelled ''eh amelia has a boyfriend too!'' and said ''his name is GERANN!'' amelia screaaaaamed. mrs chua got so excited i swear. (i'll use a diff format, reading in this can kill your eyesight one haha.)
''gerann? i've never heard of that name before. how to spell?''
''G-E-R-A-N-N!''
''OH MY GOSH''
''ohh, ger-ahn?''
''no, GER-ANN. LITERALLY AHHA''
''he's like my enemy can!''
''ohhhh, from where one?''
'uhhh... CITY HARVEST EDUCATIONAL CENTER HAHAHAHA''
''got such thing meh...''
''EHHH, NAZIRAH ALSO HAVEEE!''
''who!''
''AKILAN, THAMAN (how to spell?) 'S SON!''
''WOAHHHHHHHHH!''
esther: ''he's very tall, and he's a gymnast!''
''ohhh, you basketballer, tall; he gymnast... tall meh? anyway, also tall... tall and tall, match what!''
nazirah: ''nooooooo''
''girls! aiyo, esther, you watch yourself ah you think i don't know you have also! those who talk more about it means they really have what!''
''eh, not only me, amelia khoo!''
''walao, i'm so gonna kill you, you, and you!'' (points to pris, chelz and nazirah respectively)
''huh me?'' (here's when i went PHEW! though i sabo-ed so much! haha!)
''yea, chelsea...''
chelsea: ''eh, aisha also!'' (here's when i went SHIT)
''see see they all sabo one, i'm innocent! with an angel's halo some more!''
''amelia! don't have to get so excited and violent!''
me and chels looked at each other, and said together
''VIOLENCE IS A SIGN OF PREGNANCY!!!''
class guffaws.
''okay okay haha. oh no, no time already, next time when we have time, we continue talking about this okay? and eh, how come we suddenly talked about all this when all i asked you about was teh susu???''
we all laughed damn hard, then me and chelz were discussing something ABOUT GEOG, then mrs chua suddenly said ''chelsea! don't have to be so excited... your turn to tell me about yours will come soon!'' HAHAHA OMG FUNNY TTM! geog's the best, yesterday me and a few other girls had to act as valleys, hahaha. then when we thought the demonstration was over, we sat down. then mrs chua said in her really funny/serious tone (it's funny cos it's serious), ''we're not done yet! valleys, RISE!'' hahaha, wtf we all shot up lol. so fun. and i wanna talk about chelsea's scab.
CHELSEA! i hope you didn't scotch-tape it to your notebook! omg you haha!
and, we found this really cool phrase during geog: PEBBLES & COBBLES.
it sounds daaaaaaamn cute!
okayokay guess i wrote a lot already, shan't kill your eyes. love!
(watching ellen at 3 in the morning's just evil.)
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