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Country: Australia
Birthday: 7/12/1983
Gender: Male


Interests: Aarika the Asymptote.
Expertise: Love is a function, f:X -> Y. It's not bijective.
Occupation: Research and development
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Friday, March 16, 2007

The obverse, obscure, and the obstruction

Really can't turn back now after so long -- back to where? Back to front. You and me
we've grown up in a straight line like walking up a city street never looking into the alleyways. After reaching the end of a street, who can't turn the corner and walk some more, and more around other corners and afterwards who finds their way back?

What can anybody believe in that someone had not first pretended, and afterwards didn't leave the faithful disillusioned and the faithless with dulled regret?

What can I say to a girl carelessly beautiful and spartan with affection that could make her stay, head thrown back and hair undulating as I kiss the salt off her neck? A thousand ways to break a heart in this country.


Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Metal bowl

The silence lies underneath the river and
makes her curious.  I am telling her about good,
about the possible and mysterious and it
is an endless song.

From here to end of the hallway is
an empty space that says: 'feed me'.  The heart
it lies, reclining in the foyer spitting cherry pips
into a metal bowl.

A sound comes from inside the city and it
is a low drone, the sound of wealth and company.


Wednesday, April 12, 2006

I forgot to tell the truth

When did we all become so scared?  And, when did I stop listening?


Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Let me open the window and let you in

And now begins the mundane archival of my life, a bloody mess distilled into a tangy syrup.  What's your flavor?  Tell me what's your flavor.  Alas, I've lost all sense of smell and taste, and everything you say I will fling it at the wall.  There it goes out the window.

Tonight it is quiet and the street below is still and filled with fog.  I can think and the thoughts will stay in this room.  Please let me talk; listen to the words and discard their meanings so that they become just sounds, empty shells of a broken story.  Now fill them with your own so that you know nothing more than what you already had.


Friday, March 31, 2006

And now, I'm lost.



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