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| inspiration-everywhere.blogspot.comhaha i've decided to use my blogspot more now.. so yup you can tag there! (:
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| heheI'm writing even though my exams start tomorrow cuz i feel quite bad abt the previous entry, sorry for being so discouraging.. But yeah i'm determined not to let school and exams get to me, and i'm going to do whatever i can to get the best results i can, with what time i have left. (: So jiayou! (to both u and myself) And all the best!
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| IB is driving me crazy. exams are in a little less than 3 weeks now. AND i haven't studied for nuts. The whole ''holiday'' (in inverted commas cuz it wasn't much of a holiday), i have been struggling to finish my work, that i would get less during a school week. And now even with the exams just around the corner, my view is constantly being blocked by a stream of assignments (graded, most likely), and TOK presentation, EE, and alot of others. It's quite bad la. i guess. It wasn't meant to be like that, ib. sigh this is worse than i'd thought.
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| more than thisIt seems xanga has killed my entry.. nevermind.
kyne says: hey hows your history ia coming along? zephaniah says: hm at a relaxed pace (:
haha. Well, i'm not really sure how true that is, but yeah i really hope i can go through this week with a refreshed spirit and not one of tiredness and weariness, though i know tomorrow's morning will make it hard. Still, I am determined to do so, and just feel God's joy, finding that there's really more to life than just the vicious cycle of schoolwork and all. (:
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| ahwell.It's actually the first/seconday of my last week of the june hols..... ): I don't really know why i actually decided to update my xanga. haha well, it's been quite awhile, and it's like now with the mid-yrs coming up right after the hols it's really difficult to find the time to do all this. Well i woke up and had brunch with my mom, watched some tv, did some chem. and now i'm slackinng in front of zechy's laptop. haha it's a nice laptop. though if he finds out i used it he won't be too happy. ahha X)
well anyways, i was studying with michelle, lisa, syahir yesterday till like 10.30pm after church.. sigh I realised how much i've still got to do, to revise, prepare, for the tests coming up. and it's already down to the last week!
Hm. well i really hope to do well for these tests cuz they actually make up i think about thirty percent of my final year grade, and the thing about IB is that everything counts! assignments, projects, tests, they all add up, and if i don't do well in any it'll show. and i'll nvr be able to fully make up for it. But as i shared with the webbers, and was thinking, to God, what grade i get doesn't matter, and He will bring me through to where he wants me to be, i guess that's how i got into acib with my 14pt o'lvl score. yeah of course it was a heavy blow, but after i reflect, i'm still where i believe God wants me to be, and it's really quite a miracle that i managed to get in!
Still it won't be easy, and what with all the preparation needed for youth sunday and all that. quite a bit to worry about. on friday night i actually had a dream, kinda like a nightmare, that i had to take my mids on that day itself, with what little i had studied, and it hit me how unprepared i was, how i had really wasted my holidays till then, not bothering to put in effort to study, giving in to lethargy and drowsiness whenever i 'try' to do my work.. it was really a wake up call for me, that dream. and i really don't know how i'm going to do it, but i'll gonna do my best for these mid-yrs, and take it one day at a time. (:
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