"I am sorry my conscience called in sick again"
eddy, lala, me and calvin @ black canyon a few hours ago..
(thnks for the blurry photo izz!)
another lazy monday morning. woke up to find or not find- my sister who already left for her soon to be mother-in-law's ceremony at the monestary, silence in my house which i soon found out was because my little brother slept over at my sister's bf's house once again, and by 11am, i found out that my tutor fucking pulled his disappearance act on me again. things never change around the sway tin household. my sister is always at her bf's house, my brother always tags along since kit kit uses him as an excuse to take her out and i end up being the family driver who has to pick them all up. my maids wake me up at 8:30am when my family sleeps till like 11am, just so i can send my little brother to the nursery and then, they expect me to "go back to bed" after my morning drive. thus the reason for my morning mood swings.
but after listening to jessica simpson's new single "with you" while reading some quotes on xanga sites, i looked back at this past year and realize how much things have changed, how much i changed. all after i met 'p'.
these are few things that has changed this year:
- my parents let me drive everywhere (without any maids tagging alone)
- i started hanging out at MG alot
- i can sleepover
- i started smoking
- i drink every weekend with a bunch of friends
- i can officially have a bf (it was such a problem hiding jme from my parents)
- i go out everyday, even on school days
- the new group of friends i hang out with, have all finished highschool or are uni students
- i went on a road trip to ngwe saung right after the new year with just 15 frds and no parents
- i spent my entire waterfestival with my friends
- i started chatting again (i used to HATE the chatroom at one point of my life)
- i got into honour roll all year 'round
- i have most of my dinners with friends
- i listen to punk-metal rock music
- i broke up with jme after 11 months
- i don't enjoy going to concerts anymore
- i can't live without eye makeup
- i had my sweet 16th countdown in a club with all my friends
- i fell head over heels for this guy i know i could never be with
- my highschool year had so much drama it could start its own soap opera
- my guy friends are allowed to come pick me up (they wudn't let me go out with a guy alone before!)
and there's more, but there's no need for all the tiny details, im sure you guys get the point.
well, after i realized all that and gave myself a big pat on the back, i decided to start a new xanga. ive always liked the idea of me keeping a xanga, but i get bored after awhile and i just ramble on about MY little problems which then becomes other people's problems and all my xanga sites end up being shut down by its owner.. blahblahblah..
but hey, i have nothing better to do this summer so i might as well start all over again!
o well, im just dead tired now, just got back from black canyon with lala, eddy and calvin, so im gonna hit the beds. good night & sweet dreams to you all!
- Anna
PS: i miss you so much immy! | 
