| Grant invited me to the Soccer game last night, so I went.. we won. 4 to nothing. Tonight is the first football game, Colton wants to talk. Ugh. Hayden my neighbor wants to hang out on Tuesday. Grant feels fine about everything. Tony wants me to meet him after the game. Steven is doing the same thing as always. Danny wants to go to Dairy Queen sometime.
One of these days I need to sit down and think about what on earth I'm doing right now, and I need to draw the line... the line has been drawn.
Danny is a freshman in college but I can tell him anything so I will hang out with him because there is nothing between us whatsoever.
Colton likes me. He likes me the way it should be when your a sophomore in high school, this could be legit.
Steven is embarrassed to be around me when he's with his friends.. he can go.
Hayden is my neighbor and when we were talking last night he said all he ever wants in this life is to better his relationship with God.. its his passion, and I need accountability like him, plus I always wanted a neighbor friend haha.
Grant sucks, and I am kind of a wreck because if him. He'll be the hardest to let go of, and I don't know if I can, but I have to because this is so unhealthy.. so unhealthy.
So there is the line, and it has been drawn. |
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| I don't wanna be your favorite enemy..I think anything related to friendship with him is over, your trying to convince me it'll be ok. Your telling me new things. I wish the puzzle would have been put together before all of this happened. Its not the worst it could;ve been but I feel like so much of me has been taken away. ugh! I feel gross.. |
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| I don't want to talk about last night. I feel horrible, the thing is though, I didn't think he cared... he does. Its both our faults but for some reason I feel like crawling up in a hole for a few days, or until this feeling goes away.. |
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| Here's something I bet you didn't knowWhen I listen to music, and am typing at the same time I like to pretend that the keyboard is the paino. I feel like it puts that song into whatever I'm saying, and even if whoever reads what I typed can't hear the music somehow they feel it. Can you feel it? |
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| I don't wanna say its breaking my heart I don't even know where to start old friends are falling apart. |
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