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I am stuck

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 10:02:40 GMT

I am like stuck at 144lb. The only thing that really changes is my %fat. I just really need to start working out hard. If you all have any tips please let a girl know. Ttyl

Time to get back into the Game

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 00:56:07 GMT

Well, Hello ladies,

Sorry for the non-updates its just I have been sick the last few days and didn't fell like updating for there was nothing really much to say. But I must say my intake was pretty good the last few days other then last night and some of today. But that was totally fixed with the laxs. I took last night before I went to bed. Some of what I eat last night was up and gone this morning and mostly all of what I had to eat today is gone from when I last went to the restroom. So I am filling good and empty right now. LOL Sorry for all the talk about my poop.

Now that I am feeling better, I really want to start getting weight down. I want to loss at less a pound a day and be in the 130's by next week. I just really need to put in hard work, hard work, hard work.

Everyone is going THIN

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 19:00:13 GMT

Hello Ladies,
Well all this good with me and Jonathan. He picked me up last night and took me out to eat and we really got to talk about the whole thing. So he will not be not be talking to her to help her get back to God he is just going to let his friend do it. It is for the best for her and us for bassed off of what she said to him on the phone, I KNOW she still has feelings for him.

So I am so happy that is behind me and him and that we are back on good standings.

But yea, I found one of my old room mates on face book and she is so thin now. Like truly everyone is tring to get thin or is already thin and once was not. But it so make me want to work harder for it she can do it I can too.

This is her back when she was in school with me (around the same size I am now):

And here she is now about year after the last pics.

She looks great now! I LOVE how you can see how much thinner she is even in her face. I think my face is so fat.

Uurrrrr...MEN

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 17:50:53 GMT

Hey girls,

I hope you all are doing better then me. This whole thing with Jonathan and his ex has so massed up things with me and him. We were doing so so so well these last few months just everything has been perfect and now she has to try and come back in to his life.

The whole thing just messes up my head and I couldn't sleep last night and I am not a fan of food at all today (the only good thing to come out of this, I REALLY look thin today).

So yea, I totally flipped out last night and ended up calling him at like 2am and we went back and forth till like 5am. With me hanging up on him like 2 times and him calling me back. So the short story to the whole conversation was me being confessed, angry, REALLY ANGERY, sad, and then so not caring and saying I give up. So pretty much I made him feel like shit!!!!

But please don't get me wrong, I was not upset about him talking to her but more the fact that he told me that he want to keep talking to her though in the past he said he would never want to. So I have no problem with him wanting to help her last night but I do have on with him changing his mind on me just after having one conversation with the girl.

But HEY I am down to 144 with 30%fat today and hope to be even less tonight.

Edit>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Well he is on his way to come get me. I have no idea what we are going to do. This should be intersting LOL. What can I say I need my own TV show called "VaBeach.........The east side of Laguna Beach but just as much drama!"

So not feeling well=(

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 23:54:28 GMT

Hey girls,

I feel like crap right now. Its almost that time of the month and I am so PMSing. By body hurts all over right now, and all I have done today is sleep, and I feel so down and sad. I so hate this part of being a girl and I gain a pound even though I didn't really eat much today so I am now 146. This is so sucks and I have not even started yet. I cant wait till I do so I can be close to being off. I feel so dead.

Pics of me from last week with Jonathan at Bush Gardens:

Edit:
So just when you think the day cant get any worst do to the fact the there are only like 5 MINS. LEFT IN THE DAY you stand corrected!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I call my boyfriend for back after doing my post for he never got back to me after putting me on hold 2 HOURS ago when he said he had another phone call coming in. I get a hold of him after calling twice back to back. He said that the first time he was still on the phone and that he had just go off. I ask him who he was on the phone with and he said it was Melania (his EX-GIRLFRIEND who he happend to be ENGAGED TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).

So he was telling me that she just needed some one to talk to for she was having some problems and he was asking him how he could know and believe in God. So he was just mostly telling her the love of God and trying to help her come back to God. Which is great for that is the reason we are here, to show love to God and tell others the love of God.

BUT GIRLS I AM SO FLIPING OUT HERE! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK OR HOW TO FEEL!!!!!!!!!!

I just feel so sick and out of control. The only good news from all this is that because of this making me even more sick then I already was I have been to the bathroom twice and I am now down to 145 again.

I am Finally Back

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 11:41:17 GMT

Hey girls,

I know I was gone way longer then I told you but being out of town and just seeing what God is doing at the revival in Florida it has just been a lot. I just wanted to get my life back on track with GOD and put him first. I was so on fire for God last summer and I was down to 133lb and I found the love of my life that I am still with now. So I know that if I have God first everything good comes with. So I get the thin body I want with out the sadness that comes with Ana for with God you always have peace.

With HIS help I will soon look like this:

Edit.....................
Just worked out and burned up to 130 cal and 40 fat in like 16min. Haveing lunch with Jonathan and a smalll dinner or thats what I hope. Want to be 143lb by tomorrow.

Hey Girls

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 15:18:32 GMT

Well, thank you all for all the comments. You girls are just great!!!!

I am going to be out of town until Thursday so no updates till then.
I will be fasting from Monday to Thursday of just dry cereal so we will see what the weigh in will be.
I will see you all then.

I am so so so HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 13:08:17 GMT

So yesterday went ok. I just really didn't know how much I was going to weight this morning for I had like 3 hotdogs, 2 pieces of chicken, and cereal yesterday, OH and also candy. Because I eat so much I worked out 4 time altogether yesterday and then took laxs. at night just to make shore. Well all the hard work paid off for I am down not just 1lb, not 2lb, but 3lb again today. I am now at 143lb with 31% fat. Man was I so happy to see that number this morning mostly after all I eat yesterday. Well, I have to get really have to parties to go today.

Thanks for the comments. Love you all.

Ana Love,
Chanel

I heat her but love her body!!

Down one more

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 11:32:49 GMT

Well I am 146 today but I have not worked out yet and I really didn't work out much yesterday. I hope to be down one more tomorrow. Lets keep it dropping lets keep it dropping.

Hey Girls

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 12:45:34 GMT

Well I have dropped down some more. I am now 147lb with 31%fat. I hope to be even less after working out. It feels good to know that just yesterday I was 150 and to day I am 147.
Boyfriend is not to happy though. I keep telling him my weight and how I have dropped and he is just so whatever with it.