okay..here goes rant #2. magic perm. Why is it so freaking expensive, and then: 1) you can't wash your hair for 3 days after you get that perm. The temperature's been in the 80's. The perm itself stinks. I have like 4 days off, 3 of which are without washing hair. All of it means that I can't really go anywhere during those precious days off or do anything that will make me sweat. Simply translated, I spend those precious days off sitting at home. 2)can't pin nor tie the hair for a week afterwards. So how do I go to gym or exercise at all with hair down? money management. it's getting so complicated. with loans, credit card bills, rent, unexpected spendings, such as those on car, and bills coming to two different addresses. I really need to get better at this and get myself organized. fatigue I must be getting old. Why, after work, do I just melt into the couch? After work, I'm too tired to do anything. How am I gonna fare after I graduate and have to work full-time? keeping in touch with people/making plans to see people Too many times, it feels like a burden than an enjoyment because..well, the reasons include the above two things: money and fatigue. But tons of other people face the same things and yet they still find time to do much more things. Am I just plain lazy? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Yes. Little, petty things DO bother me, because I can't handle even the little, petty things. I really need to get organized. I'm old, and I need to start handling things like a grown-up. | 
