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Interests: HW: 135
LW: 126.5
CW: [see blog]
UGW: 99

Photography. Psychology. Piercings. Tattoos. Movies. Books. Art. Self-mutilation and blood. Losing weight. Religion. Culture. Christmas. Autumn. Babies.

GW1: 130
GW2: 125
GW3: 120
GW4: 115
GW5: 110
GW6: 105
GW7: 100
UGW: 99

Other Goals:
Buy corset.
Take measurements.
BMI 20.
BMI 18.
Exercise daily.
Fitday account.


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Member Since: 10/18/2005

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Friday, June 09, 2006

I feel bad that I only post about once or twice a week. It's just that I'm not supposed to get on xanga (or myspace) at my house, so I can only get on it from my boyfriend's or school (sometimes). I haven't necessarily been doing too well with my intake, but it hasn't been horrible. I just don't want to continually tell myself, "It's okay. You'll do better tomorrow. You'll lose weight." because I WON'T do better tomorrow if every day is 'tomorrow.'

I hope you all are doing well. Please do feel free to comment.

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

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Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I want you all to know that I still care, and I'm still with ana. It's difficult, but I'm trying. My weight continues to vary between 130 and 135. I've been around 132 for a week now. I REALLY need to get below 130...Later girls.


Friday, May 26, 2006

Weight has remained 132 for the past few days. I wasn't able to weigh myself this morning because my dad didn't have to work (the scale is in his bathroom).

I hope you all are doing well.

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Friday, May 19, 2006

Hey all! I wasn't able to weigh myself this morning because the scale is in my parent's bathroom, and my dad didn't go to work, so he was in his room sleeping; I didn't want to sneak in and risk waking him up. However, I do believe that I'm still doing well. I saw a friend tonight and she told me that I "look thin" and I'm "losing weight." It felt so good to hear those words...I wrote something today. It's rather long, but I think it's worth reading:

Small portions-no bigger than the size of your fist. If I eat, that's all I eat. I cut everything up into tiny pieces. It makes my body feel full on less food. I am forced to sneak my diet pills under the lunch table at school; I cannot let anyone know. They wouldn't understand.
I drink water. Lots and lots of water. I like it ice cold-and I hear it burns more calories that way. I try to exercise as much as possible. The more one exercises, the more calories one burns, and the more thinner one gets. Thin, thinner,
thinnest.
If I am unbearably starving, I'll drink a smoothie. A low calorie smoothie-made with Splenda, not real sugar. I get two fat metabolizers and one energizer with my smoothie. The fat metabolizers are supposed to burn fat (obviously), and the energizer keeps me from falling over. I don't know if they work, but I feel better with them in it. The smoothie I get has 173 calories. Not bad. It also helps when I feel dizzy and shaky.
I try to go to places where I know I can walk a lot: malls, parks, etc. The more that I walk, the more calories I burn. I move as much as possible.
Another thing-if I'm really in the mood for a paticular type of "bad" food (like ice cream), and I know that I'm not going to stop myself from eating it, I'll make sure that it's either all that I eat, or that I can burn off all of the calories that day. It seems to work.
Oh, and as far as weighing myself, I find that the best and most accurate time is in the morning after I pee. That way I have no food nor liquids in my body. I weigh myself many times throughout the day as well.

I hope that helped someone somehow. Feel free to comment. I love receiving them, and I'll definitely respond back.

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Thursday, May 18, 2006

SW: 140
CW: 129.5
UGW: 99

I am so happy to finally be out of the 130's, even if it is only by half a pound. It just shows me that I can do this...I have been getting pretty bad stomach cramps the past couple of days, but they'll pass. And Hell-it's worth it.

Not eating, exercising, and taking diet pills is really beginning to pay off.

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