if I could put you
on top of a cake I would ice you
and keep you wrapped up in a box to be near you
If I could I would
If I could touch you again with my fingers so gently
If I could feel you breathing in time next to me
but the silence surrounds me
flashing memories of you riding with the moon that night
I never had chance to say goodbye goodbye
Lost forever lost to another world
gone forever but remembered in our thoughts you are
I could open the heavens above I'd be with you
If I could hold you again in my arms I would tell you that I love you
                  - song by donna lewis ; 'silent world'

`xo.bby pauline 

"never give up on the thing that alwayz makes u smile"

++ THURSDAii _ [071504]

manng, i`m so bored at home.  nothin` much to do. dammn, i was gonna go out to watch a movie with lisa & lisette but i didn`t have a ride. suckz like a muthafxcker. yep yep. LiSETTE!! picturez or movie?!  damn, the other one was already a hard choice.. so anywho, manngg.. i miss my SBC. seymour rass..  chick flick day my dear. remember dat. wooahh... 0MG superKENNETHman! lol. what a hero..  yep, so here is a survey i took cuhz i got fxckin` bored.

[basics|
.name?.: pauline
.hair color?.: dark brown
.eye color?.: dark brown
.where were you born?.: san bernadino
.location now?.: ranchoe cucamonga
.zodiac sign?.: scorpio

|have you ever|
.smoked?.: no
.had alcohol?.: no
.gotten drunk?.: no
.gotten high?.: no
.had sex?.: no
.snuck out?.: noo.. stupid alarm... XP

|do you|
.have any tattoos?.: nope
.if so,where?.: none
.have any piercings?.: yes
.if so,what's pierced?.: one on each ear.. well i actually i have two on one ear.. cuhz dey made a mistake. X)

|favorites|
.color?.: baby blue
.food?.: flip food
.drink?.: coke
.number?.: 8 [my hubby kobe bryant.. watch out laddiezz.. lol]  & 2
.animal?.: puppies
.movie?.: a walk to remember
.song?.: don`t mess with my man by nivea ft. je & when u love someone by dnh
.band?.: none
.car?.: eRRhhm.. da pretty lookin` onez.. i don`t know my carz yet. anyone wanna tell me some?! XD
.website?.: iunno
.piercing?.: wtf.. favorite piercing? haha. eRRhhm.. i`ll just say my right one since it has two piercingz

|relationships|
.do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?.: nope
.crush?.: yep
.^who.?: yeeahhh
.whats the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?.: if dey have dimplez (^.^) & their smile & eyes

|friends|
.best friend?.: i have a lot like lisa, lisette, alan, bianca, krystle. yeehh.. so much more. X)
.funniest?.: everyone is funny in `der own way.
.craziest?.: karen..miss daredevil. watch out now
.nicest?.: everyonez nice (=
.meanest?.: haha.. ha.. =X
.loudest?.: karen "SMiLE SMiLE SMiLE!"
.shyest?.: bianca sayz me XP
.most dramatic?.: hahah.. ha.. =X
.sexiest?.: they`re all sexy. (=

|family|
.are your parents still together?.: yes
.what are your parents names?.: rod & yel
.who do you live with?.: parentz & siblingz
.siblings?.: one kuyah, two half-sisters
.if so,what are their names?.: nik, kat, & phoebe
.pets?.: no
.if so,what are their names?.: none

|this or that|
.pepsi or coke?.: coke
.day or night?.: both
.kiss or hug?.: i would love both ;]
.black or white?.: both
.mcdonalds or burger king?.: mc.d`z
.lights on or lights off?.: on
.snow or rain?.: snow!
.blondes or brunettes?.: brunette
.cats or dogs?.: dogs
.bath or shower?.: both

|last time you|
.hugged someone?.: don`t remember, i`m thinkin` my dad
.kissed someone?.: on da cheek, my dad
.talked on the phone?.: today w/ bianca
.talked on the internet?.: no one.. cuhz i`m a L0NSER. jk. i`m talkin` to lisette. X)

(( RE.MiX  9;57p.m.))

golly.. you know what fone i want?! this one..

it`z a samsung p107 cell fone. chyeuh. watch out now  haha. anywayz, i`m out..  one more thing.. would yah be a good `ole pal & check out my ateh`z xanqah?! TAP DHAT BiATCH! muahaha

 " i`m livin la vida without the loca "

(( RE.MiX 11;07p.m. ))

DiD JAY-Z JUST HiT S0ME0NE?! CHECKK!! CLiCK HERE  

 check dhat out. lamar odom, caron butler, & brian grant. sexy sexy.

 another sexy one. my hubby. haha

`xo.bby pauline