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Name: Sean
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: nacogdoches
Birthday: 10/9/1989
Gender: Male


Interests: basicly beautiful women,music and poetry lol if you couldnt tell by my site
Expertise: playin my bass and love (not to sound conceeded but) ive heard i can make a woman love me by just talking to me so just add and im me when you want to talk
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other


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MSN: dj_phatboy2009
ICQ: i dont know why i should
Yahoo: dj_phatboy2002
Yahoo: Left_Behind_Always


Member Since: 6/7/2005

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

hey i have a new site everythings going to be on it www.xanga.com/dying_words_of_a_masochist

ill c you there from now on

tank


Friday, December 30, 2005

hey dont feel like writing...im missing kyra...shes at alyxs house no computer no phone she did call once though on her cell but she had to go because of her minutes...and kyra i know when youre back home youre going to read this ITS YOUR FAULT IM EMOTIONAL lol but i still love you i miss you when youre not around god damn i sound like a woman with all this love sick babbling anyways ill tty people later

i love you kyra

tank


Thursday, December 29, 2005

chorus
 
say hello to the pain,
all gone here comes the rain,
wash away wash away,
my lifes like a play,
wash away wash away,
let the rain fall down,
and clense your soul,
let it make your pain,
ten fold,
 

the rain has come again,

open up and let in sin...

let it go thru you,

as it runs through me,

let it go through you,

as it conquers me,

let it run thru you,

let it rain,

say hello to the pain,
all gone here comes the rain,
wash away wash away,
my lifes like a play,
wash away wash away,
let the rain fall down,
and clense your soul,
let it make your pain,
ten fold,

say hello to the pain,
all gone here comes the rain,
wash away wash away,
my lifes like a play,
wash away wash away,
let the rain fall down,
and clense your soul,
let it make your pain,
ten fold,

ten fold,ten fold,ten fold,ten fold again

the darkness,

will leave you sane,

just long enough,

to feel the pain,

let it go through you,

as it runs through me,

do away with truth,

and youll beleive,

it will make the pain,

ten fold,

ten fold,

ten fold,

ten fold again

sorry this is from my new song ten fold,i made it last night some people may concider me a psychopath from this one but i dont give a rats ass anyways i love the ladies men take care

tank


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

im sorry that most of my poetry has suicidal words and thoughts in it that is the only way i can keep my tendencies low...anyone whom ive hurt im sorry anyways this isnt going to be a poem post tho its to anyone whom fits ill split the post the first one is hate the second one is love

hate--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

who the hell do you people think you are you dirty bastards such as well i done even want to mention your name you dirty bitch all this time playin me like i was a violin fuck off

fuck you

love--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

this is to alyx someone i love but they dont want their name here taylor and toni thanks for being here when i needed you the most thru the worst of times i want to thank <anonymous> for loving me in a way noone but kyra ever did alyx i want to thank you for being there always lylas taylor i want to thank you for the same thing please tell noone what i told you toni i want to thank you for always being there for me my debt can never be repayed to you

thank you

love always

tank 

 


Friday, December 23, 2005

walk on me

walk on me,

make me bleed,

god points and laughs,

my bloody body broken in halves,

in the middle split,

walk on by and spit,

the people keep on walking,

and their presence is still stalking,

leave me here in a pool of blood,

the people stomp on me like a rose bud,

wilted and black,

stacked,

wasted,

pasted,

plastered into time,

but time is one of the prime,

one of the ones who stomp me out,

lambs of their leader,

he is the one he is the breeder,

turning into lambs to the slaughter,

sons and daughters,

lambs and pawns,

then on the other end demons and hellspawns,

im trapped in the middle stomped by both sides,

because i cant go with both of their rides,

people mistake the truth as insanity,

so go on like everyone else kick and slam it to me,

for one day you will see,

and i will be let free,

noone ever stomping my fire out,

no more reasons to scream and shout,

no more,

porus,

vigorous,

curious,

no more,

pools of blood in the moors,

tell me how you make ammends,

to the dead,

nothing will change but the kicking sack,

christians and satanists travel in packs,

the world walked all over me,

because you never trusted me,

 



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