this_forever_dance's Xanga

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Tue, 19 Dec 2006 20:36:52 GMT

this xanga is stupid.

I have made a new one.

i am now autumn_b0ttom

the first o in bottom is a zero.

Monday, December 18, 2006

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 17:10:42 GMT

I am finally home.

after a horrid trian ride gone wrong and a twelve hour delay in zurich and a 7 hour car ride to varna,

I am finally here.

and I'm so glad.

Friday, December 15, 2006

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 22:17:55 GMT

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in )
 
 
 
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
                                    i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
 
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
 
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

- E. E. Cummings

I've just seen the movie In her Shoes for the second time now,

 and yet again,

 I am in love with it.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 06:15:04 GMT

this is me doing the 3 days left of school dance.

!!!!! 3 DAYS !!!!!!!!

wahaaa.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 14:50:41 GMT

I hate to complain

but I feel horrible.

but now my hair is a different color.

at least that's something...

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 17:30:08 GMT

woah.

next week.

that's it.

then we're halfway done.

anyone feel really old all of a sudden?

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 10:21:04 GMT

I'm sick again.

and I can't taste anything.

and my throat hurts.

and I miss my friends in texas.

and my friends at school.

and I need a hug.

Friday, December 01, 2006

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 06:37:19 GMT

first basketball game of the season.

I just hope I don't score on the wrong basket.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 11:56:39 GMT

I think I blushed more last night than I ever have in my entire life.

but I think I was happier than I've been for a long time.

I've got it good.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 17:33:40 GMT

so my legs either hurt really bad

or REALLY REALLY bad.

but It's a good kind of hurt. the kind where you know you've been working out and your in better shape because of it.

and a better person.

woohoo.

I've been reading Blue Like Jazz.

and It's good.

I think the world should read Blue Like Jazz.

I think that music has a direct effect on my heart.

I think paintings can tell you more than words.

I think photographs are timeless.

I think a lot of things.

but I don't tell many people.