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Friday, July 07, 2006

or all the things that were never said,

For all the words that were never ment,

You stood by me through the years.

Now that we part our separate ways,

I fight back the pain of this dreadful event.

How could something so strong,

Just dwindle away?

Deep in my heart I know you care,

And I can only hope that you know I do.

So much is in a best friend,

Not just the crazy moments we always shared.

It runs a lot deeper, more so of the veins.

But we went separate ways,

There’s no turning back…

At least not right now.

Maybe this is for the best,

Somehow it just doesn’t seem right.

I would give anything for you

Anything you asked for and so much more.

Things came to an end,

We never thought this to be true,

Too many fights, too many tears,

Too many memories through the years.

Everyone knew we’d stay together,

And nobody, not even ourselves,

Realize what was up for stake.

I don’t hate you, I never will.

I love you too much, to do that to you.

Our separate ways is the new task,

Don’t forget me, cuz I can’t forget you.

Promise me that you’ll fly to the highest,

Your dreams are so big, and your heart is too.

There’s not a doubt in my mind that you will go far,

It’s something in your personality that just gives it away.

For now, I apologize ahead of time,

For all the missed birthdays, holidays,

Tears to fall, broken hearts, relationships, friendships,

And most of all memories we could’ve shared.

My silent wishes, I really do hope you know them.

We can’t change the past,

Honestly, I really hate that.

But you know if you ever need a friend

Or someone to run to,

I’m always here to stay.

Please, don’t let this be good-bye for forever,

But merely a see you later until the future.


Saturday, January 08, 2005

I never really realized how much I needed you until I came here.
You've always been there for me and you never failed at making me smile.
We've been through so many things together
And yet we're still strong.
I hate the fact that I'm far from you
Cuz you've been nothing but the best boyfriend I've never had.
Many that is my fault, but honestly I wouldn't trade you for anything.
When I'm scared I always seem to run to you
It use-to be my brother and still is in a way,
But I've open myself up to you like a book
There's no need for you to read it
For it is told to you through my heart.
What I would do without you,
I'm not quite sure, but I wouldn't last long.
I admit we take friendship for granted,
But I could never do that to you.
When I was scared, you dried my tears,
When I was angry @ you, you gave me space,
When I was missing you, you came back,
When you needed someone, I was here to be found,
When we were happy, we shared our laughter.
I could ask for a better you.
But our Sunday night calls just aren't enough for me,
Crazy how I need ya close to me...
Need that place inside you I can run to.
Somehow I know I'll stay in touch with for life.
I love you.


Tuesday, November 02, 2004

For all the things that were never said,

For all the words that were never ment,

You stood by me through the years.

Now that we part our separate ways,

I fight back the pain of this dreadful event.

How could something so strong,

Just dwindle away?

Deep in my heart I know you care,

And I can only hope that you know I do.

So much is in a best friend,

Not just the crazy moments we always shared.

It runs a lot deeper, more so of the veins.

But we went separate ways,

There’s no turning back…

At least not right now.

Maybe this is for the best,

Somehow it just doesn’t seem right.

I would give anything for you

Anything you asked for and so much more.

Things came to an end,

We never thought this to be true,

Too many fights, too many tears,

Too many memories through the years.

Everyone knew we’d stay together,

And nobody, not even ourselves,

Realize what was up for stake.

I don’t hate you, I never will.

I love you too much, to do that to you.

Our separate ways is the new task,

Don’t forget me, cuz I can’t forget you.

Promise me that you’ll fly to the highest,

Your dreams are so big, and your heart is too.

There’s not a doubt in my mind that you will go far,

It’s something in your personality that just gives it away.

For now, I apologize ahead of time,

For all the missed birthdays, holidays,

Tears to fall, broken hearts, relationships, friendships,

And most of all memories we could’ve shared.

My silent wishes, I really do hope you know them.

We can’t change the past,

Honestly, I really hate that.

But you know if you ever need a friend

Or someone to run to,

I’m always here to stay.

Please, don’t let this be good-bye for forever,

But merely a see you later until the future.


Monday, June 07, 2004

Room

I sat in my room today
Crying b/c I’m no longer beautiful.
The crazy girl
You couldn't calm down,
Is now the calm gurl
You can't craze up.
I’ve held on to too much pain
And let happiness walk out the door.
Do my eyes no longer shine?
I can't give in to anyone
Maybe I am stubborn
For keeping my individuality.
I lock my tears away
For no one to see.
I’ll break now and then
But that's how you
Know I feel for you.
Constantly I fight
With these thoughts in my head.
A never ending battle
With a once happy girl.
It's the atmosphere
Or maybe even the fact
The world is too alike,
As I sit here all alone.
I want to enjoy the ride,
Don't get me wrong, I honestly do.
But how can I lie to my heart so true?
Like you did to yourself.
Never cared about what they thought,
There's so much they don't know.
Thus I become silent
Spare any judgment made.
I’ve been labeled as a bitch
Someone you grew to hate.
If you'd look past the make-up
Would you see the little girl inside
Dying to break out?
Tired of turning to hostility
And tears that flow so gracefully.
Please tell me, honestly,
Am I a bad person because
I’m kinda tough on the outside
Because I’m scared of this softness on the inside?


Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Lying here in tears
Holding onto a memory
That faded away with time.
I grabbed a glimpse of you
And let my heart run with it
Thinking you would never change.
So confused as to what I feel
My heart lets go of who you were
And takes a look at what you are.
There is no hate in love©
For the beauty of your heart shines through
In which I cannot reject.
I've let go unwilling but
Time took care of that.
How long I have craved for your heart,
Only God knows its calling
Silencing these memories
Thoughts of you running deep unto my soul.
We cannot stop change, nor time, nor distance
But somehow we stopped eachother.
You're in my heart for forever more
The time you took with a broken heart
And how I mold into yours that has never failed me.
Swift strokes of your guitar
Love sent through your voice,
Carries me away to a place I no longer fear to die.
It is our time to move on
Explore the world around
And one last touch to end this lonesome song



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