whatever.

i give up.

fuck it.

-i love you David-

i'm so fucking confused right now.....

yesterday was boring until last night. i got to talk to my daddy and watch movies with my mommy. she felt like renting some movies last night so we just chilled and had a movie night unitl like 1am. it was fun. first we watched A Cinderella Story, Raise Your Voice, then Peter Pan. holy hell. the guy that plays Peter Pan is really freakin' hot. lol. anyways. my stepdad's on his way to Ohio to get my stepbrother. . this week should be interesting cuz when i'm in school my stepdad's not gonna have someone he can just drop my stepbrother on. oh well. that's fine with me. i'm sick of always being the one that's responsible for Kyle cuz it's bullshit and i refuse to do it anymore. it's like dude he's not my son so why should i have to do everything with him every single time he's here. don't get me wrong kids i love the kid dearly, it's just he's a spoiled brat and my mommy and stepdad give him what ever the hell he wants and that makes him impossible to babysit cuz he doesn't listen to me. grrr. thank God it's not summer time and thank God i'll have school most of the time he's here. for once i'm gonna be looking forward to going to school. bleh. i might be hanging out with my daddy this sunday if i can get a ride to church. can't wait. i love hanging out with my daddy.

new obsession: Jeremy Sumpter

~*<3**~~**I love you David**~~**<3~*

today was awesome. no more school unitl tuesdaym which kicks major ass. anyways...lunch was the best part of my day. as it always is. Anna ate my my lunch today, woot. and Owen stuck his "banana" in my pants, then i "licked" it. it was quite tasty. lol. we watched a movie in history and in math today so i read through both periods.  i was in a damn good mood today. and as usual i was thinking about David all fucking day.  (She's always thinking about fucking Dayvid.  <My spelling of it.)  Lucky her, I can't even get a fucking guy.........SUGARPLUMS!!!!!!!!  Maybe I'll get up some courage....DOUBT IT.  Teehee, maybe I'll get that kid to help me out.  It feels funny dishing in somebody else's Zanga.  I'm sleeping over here after we go to Sam's youth group.  We're gonna pull an 'all-nighter' movie fest.  BYE! 

Anna is the Schizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.  Sam is now peeing.  This is Anna, can't you tell.  I'm her hot but slightly 'special' friend, and I'm currently alone in her room.  *sinister cackle*  She did lick Owen's banana, which was quite funny, but it was all yellow and curvy and stuff.  EEEK here she is!!!!!1

Ps.  Sam and Day-vid, sitting in a tree.

K-I-S-S-I-N-G

first comes love,

then comes marriage,

then comes......eh, you know what comes now.