... with this time alreadying being sad .. you had to go too. /: i don't understand why this had to happen. why does there have to be death? exactly 11 months ago ... i went through what i was going through .. right now. Losing a very close relative can be really hard on a person, especially a person like me. I just can't deal with it. Why do the people you love have to go.. never getting to say goodbye .. it always makes me so sad. Jst thinking about the memories you guys gave me, the lessons you told me, just how you raised me up. i never got to say thank you for everything you guys helped me with. so .. if somehow someway you can hear this .. i just wanted to say thank you.. just thank you soo much grandmothers. I wish the very best for you guys  ..   i know your watching down on us from heaven ..  we'll see you around Gramma Lolit and Gramma Vicky.




When it's weird feelin' it's really hard to conceil
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give everything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death





It's kind of hard wit' you not around
Know you're in heaven smilin' down
Watchin' us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
'Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
The Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time