this_is_what_we_call_atragedy's Xanga

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 02:34:04 GMT

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 15:57:30 GMT

Hey. I figured it was time for an update. Well, not a lot has happened. I've been at home. I got 4 hours of sleep last night and the night before that i got none hours. isn't that exciting!?! uhm..no. well school starts the day after tomorrow and that xcites me!! i wont be so bored anymore. good. cuz i hate being bored because i eat when im bored and i dont wanna get fat. kk. lol well i called the nursery about working there and i gotta go to this thing on Tuesday and fill out this form. and turn in my application with my 3 references. who are goin to be sister Barbera, Becky and Mrs. Ivey. yeah. just fyi. anywho this has got to be the most boring update ever done. leave comments like ya'll have been love ya'll bye

Friday, August 19, 2005

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 00:31:26 GMT

hmm..i'm in a better mood than i was yesterday. i still dont wanna talk on the phone lol unless sammy or emmy or somebody important calls. but yeah. i just dont really like talkin' to people on the phone nemore. why? idk. but yeah. uhm. well..i'm getting pics of all my friends and printing them out and making a collage. i already have pics of emmy, miles, sammy, steph, jere and uhm yeah. im getting some as we speak. so yeah. well if you are my friend i need you to e-mail me pics of you. my e-mail is this_is_what_we_call_atragedy@yahoo.com so uhm yeah. kk. bye ~LaDena~

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 21:20:30 GMT

Hey yall. how've ya'll been? well.i've been okay i guess. got some stress going on. some stuff happened yesterday that i don't feel like talking about. im sorry kaivon if you read this. something came up. sry. and uhm well notta lotta has happened. right now i'm talking to Leah n kinda to miles. lol. he had to go n fix his xanga tho so yeah. welp uhm. that's that. bye bye. <3~LaDena~ if you need me dont call me. lol. i don't feel like talking on the phone. nless your name is samantha or emily. and if ur a friend..i might consider it. but more than likely my cuz will pick up and say im out with friends or something. its not that i dont like you...it's just that i dont wanna talk. k bye <333

::edit:: if anybody can find me the song accident by saosin i would appreciate it lol or if anybody knows where it is than plleeassee tell me. i heart that song. kbye!

edit2;;

this is what mike said to me :-d

Mike: ***gives big hug and hold real close and out of nowhere the song "let me hold you" starts playing*

Monday, August 15, 2005

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 17:45:23 GMT

hey ya'll. i'm over at emilys house. Stephanie just left not too long ago. me and her stayed the night over here. but yeah. i'm supposed to go over to Kaivon's soon but he hasn't called so uhm yeah. but tis okay cuz i have to shower anywayz. but yeah. uhm. welp we took a bunch of pictures last night but i don't feel like putting them up right now. i'll put them up later. well i betta go k. bye <3~LaDena~

edit// go ;;here;; for pics

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 02:30:02 GMT

hey guys. i'm on the phone with kaivon. yeah. kevin did not come over 2day. not only that but i have to walk home mon-thurs. when school starts cuz he can only come up and pick me up on Friday. actually he doesn't wanna cause of gas and blah. so uhm yeah. i'll definetely be in shape. haha. yess. i think im gonna break-up with him. because he lied to me. and uhm yeah. i hate it when people lie to me. it drives me NUTS. but uhmyeah. well

the end.

kthx

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 15:26:15 GMT

hey everybody. sorry i haven't been updating. my comp's being stupid and it said that i was typing in the wrong password. which is a lie. lol. and i typed it in today and uhm yeah. sooo what's been happenin? notta lotta here. yesterday i went to the mall with a bunch of people. lemme see there was: Tom, Joseph, Kaivon, Adam, Brittany, Emily, Me, Miles, Mike (he wasnt really hanging with us but yeah) and uhm i saw Lisa at the mall and a bunch of other people. lol. it was pretty fun. we went to go and see mr. and mrs. smith. i already saw it lol but it was really good. the whole time me and Tom were like talking and stuff. yeah. Today Kevin's supposed to come up and see me. he's getting his truck as we speak im xcited. then we're going to go over to Emmy's and see her. and yeah. it's going to be fun. well i better go and get pretty. Kevin's not telling me when he's coming over so yeah. well byebye <3~LaDena~

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 01:49:11 GMT

hey ya'll. today was pretty non-eventful i guess. uhm i woke-up..i sat on the couch..i ate pancakes cuz i had a weird craving for them..i talked to kevin..than samantha..than emily..uhm thaaannn i watched some more tv..i took a shower..seperated some books...found books i wanna read..went and ate..and came home. uhm. the end bye bye mucho luvo<3~LaDena~

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 19:14:29 GMT

Hey guys. I just got done burning a whole bunch of stuff. pictures, letters, notes, all this mess. and now i smell like burned paper and pictures lol. yeah. ew smell. uhm. me and kevin go out people say that I move on to fast. it's not that i don't move on to fast it's just that i don't let break-ups take over my life. yeah. well imma go. mucho luvo<3~LaDena~

so, talked to my mom today. well,i talked to her last night too. but yeah. we're finally talking again. she finally admitted she was drinking again. and i'm thinking i can accept that. one thing she's made me realize over the years is that drinking is who my mom is. it's what makes her so awesome. lol. and we tried to change her to make her life better. but, right now, shes got a great life. she's with somebody who loves her even with the drinking. doesn't abuse her or anything like that. and i'm so happy she found that. and i'm glad that she finally told me the truth. she told me she knew me and kevin would get back together lol. she said that when i was with him i was happy. until he started drinking. but he doesn't drink anymore. which is good. and my momma told me that the day that we broke-up and i cried...that she could see it in my eyes how much i loved him. and i do love him a lot. there's no doubt that i loved dan. i stilll do love dan because true love lasts forever. but, it didn't work out with me and dan. we are better off friends. and im' happy that we are. because sometimes i need somebody to talk to and bam he's there. i love them both very much. but i'm ready to take kevin into my life..and leave him there for forever. i love him. bye bye ya'll <3~LaDena~

Monday, August 08, 2005

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 18:17:27 GMT

Hey guys...well finally Lucy is my legal guardian. thank god. it took like 4645465 hours. we have a court hearing on the 22nd at 3. so uhm yeah. im kinda excited about that...i guess. but anywho..ACHOO bless me. anywho uhm yeah. talked to kevin again last night. exciting. can't wait till tomorrow. and Friday. happy un-birthday emmy. her birthday's on sunday. say happy bday to her. her xanga name is love_every_bad_ass_lover yeah so uhm yeah. well

THE END!!

ps. why is it that you always miss them more than you want to? if somebody can answer that for me..that'd be great.