| my grandma died.
thats all i have to say.
i'm not good.
she's gone. and we weren't expecting it. i was not prepared.
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my brother is being deployed to iraq in july.
i'm not sure how i'm supposed to feel about this.
sometimes i wish there was a book or video or something to tell us how we are supposed to properly react in tough situations. because i then i wouldn't feel fake.
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| this will be short
my car is a piece of shit
my job sucks
i'm sick and its making me exhausted all the time
my friend is have a birthday/420 celebration this weekend.
i'm really excited but i dont think its going to make me healthier.
bravo smells bad :(
love me
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| so i'm in ohio at the moment.
car is in the shop
laundry is 95% done
mom is feeling better, she got her staples taken out today.
i did some shopping for her.
there's a new boy in my life.
which is exciting and fun.
but i dont really like dating co-workers.
but oh well. he thinks i'm sexy hahahaha
there's another boy to.
this always happens to me.
we shall see what happens.
i'm also sick.
like gross sick.
my voice keeps going in and out.
and i cough a lot.
but i'll get better.
not much else to say.
i'm relatively happy right now which is good.
i need happy in my life.
<3 abi
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| hmm so. i'm definitely getting sick. my throat hurts, i'm coughing, my nose is stuffy. i am not happy about this.
my new tattoo itches soooo much. i shall attempt to add the picture to this blog.
not too much has happened lately. i gave my number to two guys today. yea, i'm sluttin it up. hahahaha. it's funny, i've had boyfriends, and girlfriends, but i've never been on a real date. i was always the girl that was friends with the guys not dating them. it's amazing how insecure i can be about the stupidest things. i honestly have no idea what to do with myself on a real date. but knowing my luck nothing will come of it. i mean the one guy is 22 and the other is around that age. whatev, i shall keep you updated though.
my mom had surgery today. she was supposed to have a microscopic surgery but they ended up having to cut her open. she had her uterus removed. oh the joys of being a woman. she'll be in the hospital for a few days which really blows. i'm pretty sure i'm going home monday to get my airbags fixed. she should be outta the hospital by then.
wow i didnt realize how late it was. explains why i am so tired though.
so i dont know if many of you know but my boss and i dont get along the best. and today i seriously dont think he said one word to me. we made eye contact a few tines and i relayed messages to him but honestly i dont think he said a single thing to me. how am i supposed to believe that he doesn't hate me if he wont even talk to me. i love my job but it makes me uncomfortable being around him thinking that he hates me. it also makes me nervous that one wrong move and i'll be fired. they need me right now to work mornings but come summer everyone will be out of school and they'll have plenty of time to replace me. whatever, i'll figure something out. i need another job anyways, i'm not earning enough at bravo and because aforementioned boss hates me i dont think they'll ever let me serve there.
i'm off work tomorrow.
things i need to do:
~ clean my room, organize
~ deposit $ at bank
~ get pay check
~ laundry!!!!
~ cook food
~ maybe not deposit $ b/c i need to buy food.
~ call dad about car
~ call darren after talking to dad
~prolly lots more stuff lol
alright. its late. i am tired. and i have a headache.
love abi
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