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| "Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare her to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all your running for... perfection will not come."
Picture time!
Had UIL... did awesome... got straight 1s. then we were off to the mall, where i chilled w/ these people...
then nick was being the pimp... haha you gotta love that kid! he knows how to pop it!!! lollll
then after we came back from the mall, fattie ho bia n i decided to go feed the duckies for some weird reason haha it was fun though!!!
love you guys!!!
oh! watch benchwarmers!!!! haha i saw it w/ kelz anu n court last wk, and it was AMAZING!!! hahah it's the most pointless movie of my life (with maybe the exception of napoleon dynamite) but it's seriously laugh your ass off hilarious... and when you get out of the movie theatre, you'll feel like a 10 year old cuz you almost peed ur pants laughing about jon heder hitting himself with a bat! pink panther wasn't too bad either actually! i want to buy a hamburger!!! 
So my 2nd cousin got married last weekend, and Indian weddings are a whole 3 day thing... haha not quite as easy as walking down the aisle and saying I do.
my bro n i
me n cute li'l divya
just me w/ my henna...
mi familia w/ the bride n groom... yeah the groom's a li'l taller than me... with 4 inch heels on... so what! 
at the reception, which was sooo much fun!!! awesome speeches, awesome food, awesome DJ, and awesome dancing 
anddd there's a new profile pic up! i guess as senior year comes to a close, you start to realize that you should take a LOT more pics!
so i have a story to tell, with a very important moral...
My cousin went clubbing on New Year's Eve about 7 years ago. She met a cute white guy, and they talked and kept in touch for a while... but soon, they lost contact. The next year, she went to the same party, and decided, what the hell, why don't i go to the place i first met him. there he was, one year later, waiting for her at the first spot they met!!!  they even dated for a while... things would always get serious, and then one of the two would break it off... it's a off-race ross and rachel i guess! but long story short, 5 difficult years later, they got married!
So, the bride from this wedding, Shirley, went to chicago for a new year's party. she saw across the room, a tall dark handsome guy. they hit it off. same thing happened, on and off relationship... and 7 years later, they just got married.
okay so moral of the story?
go clubbing and you'll meet the love of your life!!!
 hahah so needless to say, i'll test that one out in college!
k thats all for now.
PROM IN 5 DAYS AND I AM SOOO EXCITED!!!
IT'LL BE AMAZING!!!!!!
Well, i better get to sleep! tomorrow i'm goin to six flags for FREE!!! yeah, that's right.. be jealous! leave me some love!
-- Saloni --
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| so, time for a real update!
- it amazes me to see how much things have changed this year, with myself and everyone around me. seems like the fact that we're graduating in 2 months changes everyone... but it's not a good thing. you can't stop living just because what you're doing won't last. when i say that i wanna make the best of things while i'm still here, i mean it. i want to enjoy the time i have left with people that make me happy.
okay so here are the highlights of the past... while
- awesome night going downtown and doin w/e we want!! screaming in a parking lot in the middle of the night, jeremy, shirley temples, freaking out for no reason lol sooo much fun!!! lol i would put the pic of rach cass genna n i the morning after, but you guys would probably shoot me!
- getting a REALLY WELL PAID job... and then losing it
- getting asked to prom... and then turning him down (i guess i actually have dignity, and would rather go w/ someone who truly means something to me than someone i don't know too well.)
- getting a prom dress... and loving it!
- watching pride and prejudice... and MELTING!!! *sigh* mrs. darcy *kiss* mrs. darcy *kiss* 
- benny's 18th bday party... check out these ***grillz***!
- FATTIE'S 16TH BDAY! lol we all got freaking dripping wet soaked!!!
hah bday girl was the first to get SOAKED
me and hooi *i love her!!! "hey, uh why don't we ALI-LILILILI" lol ho, you make me crack up like crazy!!! band would not be fun w/o you girl!
- hangin out w/ my bia ho and fattie last wkend, it's been a while ladies! we gotta do it again! haha nikki you and all ur "eff me eyes" lol 
- craft fair, which got boring so i hung out w/ katie musick who i freaking love!!! she's one girl who i will never not have fun w/! she makes me laugh.
- hangin out w/ benny rach n cass a lot lately... i love all 3 of you guys! we have such an awesome time just being stupid and talking about haha ugliness. thanks for always being honest, something i obviously don't get very often!
- to lookin at the *stars*, because i do it all the time lately when everyone else is asleep. seriously, if you guys ever need to get away from the stress / pointless shit in life, jus go outside and -BREATHE, JUST BREATHE- ah, the wise anna nalick...
"look at the stars, look how they shine for you and everythin you do..."
- which brings me to the amazing coldplay concert. if you made a book of the most memorable things in my life, that would seriously get its own chapter! *sigh* i love coldplay w/ all my heart, their music can get me through anything!!!
- to kelly for being an amazing gymnast! thanks for being there for me girl! you're another girl who will always make me laugh! you are an amazing person who will find the right person, trust me kelz!!!
- to the soccer boys for having a great season! kelz n anu i had a blast w/ you guys!
BOOTY BOOTY BOOTY BOOTY ROCKIN EVERYWHERE!!!
hah wow, prom is gonna be a blast w/ all of you guys!
- TO RACHEL GETTING INTO UT. wow rach, i've already been w/ you and known you for 14 YEARS... let's make it like 4 more LYLAS forever!
- to the song move along, because seriously, it has helped me ~move along~ lately!
"
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your...
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your...
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along"
now, leave me comments if you love me! :)
---- Salu ----
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| i can't sleep
at all
i tried what's worked for me every night since i went to their amazing concert. i tried listening to coldplay and letting it soothe me to sleep. all it made me do is think about stuff. i couldn't help but cry when i heard this song...
"when i counted up my demons
saw there was one for every day
but with the good ones on my shoulders
i drove the other ones away
so if you ever feel neglected
if you think that all is lost
i'll be counting up my demons
and hope that everything's not lost
when you thought that it was over
you could feel it all around
and everybody's out to get you
don't you let it drag you down
cuz if you ever feel neglected
if you think that all is lost
i'll be counting up my demons
and hopin everything's not lost."
i hope and pray that everything's not lost... thank you so much for the "good ones" on my shoulders. all i want is for everyone to just get the facts straight. don't talk unless you have information directly from the source. it's ridiculous how info gets manipulated in high school. freakin ridiculous. everyone should know by now that the "he said she said" shit in high school means absolutely nothing and is almost always absolutely wrong.
what are you supposed to do when you wanna set the story freakin straight, but the person doesn't want to hear it. you try to save a friendship, but apparently it meant a lot more to you than it ever meant to them. it's so hard not to lose faith in relationships when some you thought would never end all of a sudden stop for some reason that no one wants to tell you. everyone hates you, but when you ask why, there's either "no problem" or no reply. HOW THE HELL DO I FIX THINGS WHEN NO ONE TELLS ME WHAT THE HELL I DID WRONG!!!"
i don't know how you don't see it. you mean more to me than you will EVER freaking imagine... and don't ask me why i'm not saying your name because you know who you are. i refuse to apologize to anyone, because it would not be genuine. i woud have no idea what i was apologizing for and why. i don't care if no one else knows what i'm talking about, because it doesn't concern them, and there's no reason for everyone in the world to know. but if xanga is the only way to get thru to people, i'll do it.
I HOPE THAT EVERYTHING'S NOT LOST.
i guess i'm off to cry myself to sleep and wonder why things happen the way they do and what i've ever done wrong. if you know what, please tell me. i'm completely ready to talk it out w/ complete honesty if you're willing to listen.
- Saloni -
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| jus a quick update
-- watched the wedding date last night at monika's w/ my fattie n ho (poor bia was sick)... kinna gave me a new better perspective on things. it's weird how a lot of the seniors are complaining that this year hasn't been as great as they hoped... well to them all i wanna say is that life is what you make it to be... if you say it's gonna suck, then it's gonna suck. we're in control of what happens to us. we complain that things aren't happening the way we'd hoped, it's cuz we're not makin enough of an effort. i don't know if that makes any sense, but i'm just in this weird mood where i wanna get away, not because i'm sick of where i am, but cuz i wanna go try new things, go to new places. i'm just getting really excited about the whole college thing! i'm still bummed bout spring trip being cancelled, but how awesome would it be for a bunch of us to take a road trip even to like corpus christi again or better yet colorado! i've been wantin to go there again... it was so awesome last time! mannn i would love to do that!!!
-- a lot of people are in my prayers right now. i can name way too many people who have been hurt, been in the hospital, or died this past year. it's really depressing, but it jus inspires you to make the most of your life while it lasts. anyways, pray for ben thompson and a quick recovery. no one, NO one deserves to be in his kinna condition at this age.
-- it's weird how after a guy tells you that you're beautiful and perfect the way you are, you start believe it yourself
-- to all my single girls out there, don't let valentine's day get you down. seriously it's way too overrated. and i think all of us know that everything happens for a reason. and if there isn't that special someone w/ you that day, then right now is just not the right time for it to happen. we all get so impatient, we haven't even hit college yet! that's where the real fun starts!!! we forget that valentine's day is just another day. but if someone's on your mind and in your heart, tell them how you feel. i think i may actually do that this year 
-- life's been goin pretty good actually. and it's not really cuz a whole lot has been happening, it's because i've changed my perspective on things.
-- only a few months of high school left! and i'ma try to make the best of them... cuz like i said life is what you make it to be
and if that stuff made you think too much, here's some pics to look at
me anu n kels!!!
lovely genna on her 18th bday
* ~ Salu ~ *
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| wow, it's actually raining. it's sad that we were in a drought... in the middle of january. but hey, that's how texas does
so as of lately i've been a bit of a downer, and i get even more depressed about the fact that i'm down cuz i know i've gotta enjoy these last 4 months. but i dunno what happened this weekend, i just feel a lot better. and the funny part is that along with a couple good talks w/ my b.f.f.s, it's mostly just because i'm chillin out at home with my dad! haha it's been a pretty crazy 3 weeks without my mom and bro... but hey, it's been a really good dose of what college life will be like. it was good for all of us, for my mom to let go a bit and not be so worried about me constantly, my dad to realize what shiz my mom goes through everyday by running our house hahah. lol you don't understand what a funny sight it is to see your dad cooking dinner and cleaning up the kitchen and doing the laundry instead of sittin his butt on the computer looking at his stocks! (which, by the way, the stock market crashed really bad the other day, and gas is gonna shoot up... damn bin laden and his stupid new video!!! i blame you, you waste of life!!!!) but i digress...
this weekend was actually free for me. completely free. instead of trying to make up some plans with my friends so i don't feel pathetic sitting at home, i sat at home. and it was the best saturday night i could have had, which is weird cuz i just sat and watched movies w/ my dad. i bet that sounds pathetic but i really don't care, it's so nice to get be able to get along with my family lately!!! it was so cute though, cuz we were watching jerry maguire (btw, anyone wanna have me at hello?  let me just melt!) and my dad had never seen it. so when jerry said "i miss my wife. i just want my wife" i looked over and i saw my dad crying! and believe me it does NOT happen often. and i was like awww that's so cute. he misses my mommy
you know, arrange marriages actually work. i mean i always joke about how the love comes after marriage... which is true i guess... before i could never really tell anything about the love btwn my parents, they just weren't ever open about it. but after today and after i look at all of america and its retardedness and divorce problems, i just can't help but admire my parents marriage. it's way too easy to get out of a marriage nowadays. way too easy. that's why i love what courteney cox and her husband wrote on their wedding rings. "a deal's a deal."
but anyways, sorry for the randomness i like to call my life. i'm just in a good mood so i decided to update. i have a lot to be thankful for. i had an awesome mom and bro for 3 weeks (love ya genna n chris), sarah's home safe and healthy (yay to fun times at the hospital! sorry for screwing up your puzzle...), rachel's really happy, which makes me really happy, cuz i love her to death, and she finally finished her applications so i'm hoping she falls in love with UT . my PIMP VAN aka GRETA hahah is semi-fixed! the other day, she died at school and my daddy and i sat there in the school parking lot for 30 mins tryna jump my car, haha that was a fun day... and the nxt morning she didn't start and i was late to school, that was another fun day... but her dent on the driver's side is fixed, so no more having to get in and cross over to the passenger's side every time i wanna get into my pride and joy of a car. and most of all, my family will finally be back tomorrow night! but anyways, to make up for my retarded / pointless entry, here's some pics from the past couple months. enjoy and leave me comments!
adam's surprise grad. party! can't believe that guy's in college right now!!!
really cute random picture taken after graduation
aww i miss kc!!! at olive garden over xmas break. hah they woke me up, i had 5 mins. to brush and change lol and we went out, thanks a lot guys. wow, my hair was REALLLYYYY long!
when my mommy and bro were leaving, my mom just got done crying a river lol
the retards i like to call my friends. hahah don't they look sexy!
a friggin awesome night at joes!!! we have GOT to go there more!
hahah i dunno how kels survived us all SITTING ON HER! hahah i bet she liked it lol i love my kels!
me n my fave future aggie --> future ENEMY hahah
me and my "sexy brown chocolate"ness as it's been referred to lol last weekend at region band clinic thing... there was surprisingly some nice eye candy there haha. how you doinnnnn lol *think joey w/ me*
and last but not least, my bitch fattie and my ho up at zios! love you guys!!!
* ~ Shalu ~ *
dekh na meri sar se, aasman ud gaya hain
dekh na asmaan ke sire khul gaye hain zameen se
chup chup ke chup chup ke chori se chori chup chup ke chup chup ke re...
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