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Name: Melissa
Birthday: 11/17/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: fashion, music, clubbing
Expertise: medical field
Occupation: cna
Industry: healthcare


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Monday, November 24, 2008

    Okay...so I jumped the gun on the last entry....he doesn't have a new girlfriend...he apparently took this chick out a few times...where its going now...I don't know and I really don't care.....she changed her facebook info to match his like music etc...how lame is that? And, how lame is it that I'm still talking about it? Very...so no more!!!!!

    Stayed home this past weekend...had some plans...just wasn't feeling em and was so tired from work....theyre on this whole kick about no overtime cuz they just opened another facility in Brillion and since its new theyre kinda broke....however they can still make us stay over when theyre short and come in late a different day. So last night was my night. I was supposed to stay til two....and theres also a new rule that upstairs and downstairs will rotate staying over for both floors which is lame! So we worked short downstairs then I had to fucking go work upstairs! So it gets to be 230 and Pam doesn't show up which was no surprise and her phone was not in service...I finally got a lead to come in at 330.....and then it was a blizzard out! RAWR! So I did like 20 all the way home....I'm looking for a new job...I can't wait til January as I had planned.....especially after that crap they pulled with my insurance and all the shit thats been going on with administration....

    So I'm off today...and being that the roads aren't too slippery the snow is kinda pretty......I don't know whats with me...I hate snow.....I've just been  doing a lot of thinking lately.....I'm not gonna make the trip back home to go out after work thanksgiving....i'll just try to see everyone around Christmas....just gonna stay home til the concert.....staind seether n papa roach! cant wait.....and sarama's coming back for xmas....so i'll be out then but right now i just feel like chillin and i'm not depressed!!! i'm just i dunno how to explain it.....this probably sounds like crazy talk...but i think i'm on to something...i just don't know what


Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Nice. Maybe I shouldn't care....but Keith has a new girlfriend already. How is he single for two years....has a bad relationship and then starts dating this chick three weeks after we end things....I realize life goes on but it didn't take his ass long did it


  So yesterday was the big day! I'm really glad its over too! We had been partying for like a week and a half for my birthday going out almost every night. My face started to feel puffy yesterday and still is today no doubt from my record alcohol consumption this month. I wasn't getting hangovers at first but have had them the last three days and have one now. THANK GOD MY MEETING WAS CANCELLED! So I truly did get another four day weekend.....

    Things didn't really go as planned Saturday but I still had a great time.....although we got separated from everyone and I ended up walking five blocks freezing my ass in my dress lol....not to mention the walks between the parking ramp and bars and clubs downtown but it was well worth it and so far I don't have a cold. My cousin and her husband came and she wore the dress that I had ordered for my bday last year and couldn't fit into (my booty hung out ew) and she looked great! I'm so glad it fit her since I couldn't wear it! I did get to see Myndi for a bit too so thats exciting! Sunday I was not planning to go out but did at eleven thirty since midnight was technically my birthday.....I got five free shots and had quite a few beers......I think yesterday was the point where I was like crap I'm done partying...but couldn't be cuz I had planned on goin to the strip club with my guys for like three weeks.....so we did go and it was fun....but there was drama after.....I never should have started hanging with Ashley again...she's up to her old compulsive liar ways and last night she disrespected me and the guys I grew up with IN A RESTAURANT AND LEFT WITH MY KEYS.  I'm not gonna keep this toxic friend anymore thats enough.....and I've been going out way too much lately....(mainly with her birthday or not) so I think it will have a positive effect on me staying home more......and quite frankly I'm sick of seeing her play guys the way she does.....its wrong and theres just no reason for it....and that is coming from me who has been hurt somewhat recently.....I wouldn't do it so whats her excuse?

 

     Sorry just letting out my frustrations....but yeah all in all I had fun and a lot of people came out this weekend and last night and I really appreciate it! Thanks everyone!!!!

some older but not too old pics i never shared

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Lisa and I goofing off

 

These are a few from my cousins birthday back in September

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My cousin Ang and her husband Derek

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Misty Ang and I (this was the before)

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The first of many shots that night

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Me and Derek

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And this was her after lol

 


Friday, November 07, 2008

I am on a four day weekend...praise the lord! I have some big plans but I'm sure I'll be rushing around so much near the end of the day that this will feel more like a chore than anything. I'm going to my moms to watch the episode of judge judy nov third....did anyone catch it? Paula and Abby were on.....

So the company that owns my job effed up my insurance and is now charging me and extra 1200 cuz you know they screwed up but its my bad...whatev....so yeah its been a rough week.....but my birthday is fast approaching and I am looking forward to seeing my friends....even though i'm not looking forward to being another year older


Wednesday, October 29, 2008

So I think I'm ready to give up on dating for awhile again. I told him I wasn't in a rush and told him in the beginning I didn't want to crowd him....Things were going well. He told me after a short time he was falling for me....I recently broke it off because he basically took it all back cuz of a fight.....I sure know how to pick em



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