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Name: Sydney
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Birthday: 9/2/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: I listen to bands like: yellowcard, something corporate, mae, bright eyes, brand new, taking back sunday,story of the year, matchbook romance, jacks broken heart, copeland, dashboard confessional, starting line, the ataris, the get up kids, anberlin, mxpx, starting tuesday, jack johnson, relient k, emery, switchfoot, frank sinatra, led zeppelin, incubus, breaking pangea, gary jules, slow coming day, a day at the fair, the beautiful mistake, modest mouse, deathcab for a cutie, desparecidos, the early november, brand new, boy sets fire, the spill canvas, hawthorne heights, ashlee simpson, cake, pedro the lion, appleseed cast, the necessary...
Expertise: i'm pretty good at listening to people. i'd rather listen to someone's problems than tell them mine.
Message: message me
AIM:  s1ip like space
Member Since:
2/11/2004
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| BOOM i got yo boyfriend
BOOM i got yo man.
love it, anna. | | |
| look at the stars, look how they shine for you.
oh i love you so.
i want it ever so badly
could this be true?
Christmas is coming. i've pretty much spent all my money, but i've been able to get all the people i care about presents, so i'm happy. i saw ocean's 12 yesterday. it was pretty good. there was one part when i was like "what the crap. that couldn't happen." but it made it kinda funnier, so i liked it.
i am so excited. i get to hang out with ANNNNNNNA and the infamous ASHLEY EDWARDS. she is the coolest chick around. i love her. think we're going shopping. then tonight i get to go to jonathan's and we're going to make cupcakes and cookies to bring to the core sunday. that'll be fun, i really like spending time with him. | | |
| Something really good is about to happen.
At least I hope so... 
Ever think you had someone completely figured out, until you actually get to know them, and realize they are really cool? yeahhhhhh me too.
So today is baking day. This means that all day I get to be in the kitchen making all kinds of Christmas goodies for neighbors and friends with my mom and sister. Kinda fun...
Actually. To tell the truth, I love it. Yeah I’m wayyy dorkier than anyone thought, probably. Traditions are underrated.
To jenny: I love you. I miss you. I want you to be here, I have so much to tell you. Actually not really a ton, just little things that have happened in the past 24 hours. Someday soon... | | |
| i just saw beauty and the beast on ice.
so good.
i wish i was a fairy tale princess. everything would be perfect then.
if only | | |
| i’d trade the rest of my days
for you tonight, just tonight
well it won’t be tonight, it won’t be tonight
one day i’ll stop wasting my life away
hell, i’ll come through for you
prove myself to you
i’ll show you what i can do
but it won’t be tonight.
i can't let go of this. i can't forget. i have a pretty good opportunity here, why do i have to be hung up on something 400 miles away? it doesn't go away, it never does. sometimes i think God doesn't know what He's doing, but that's only for a few seconds, until i realize that it's all planned out, and that he knows who i'm going to be with, and that it honestly doesn't matter that much. it just sucks to know there's someone out there perfect for me, he's got everything i want, but i can't have him. he lives in freaking ohio. WHY. "We can do this, if we will." i know we can. i've never felt this way.
there are so many things right now that aren't working out the way i would've liked. jenna's not here. i know i always complain about it, but it's HUGE. she's my best friend, and i don't have her. i would do anything for her, but it doesn't matter because i can't. i can't be there for her, i can't be her best friend anymore. someone else will come along and take my place, i know that. i just don't want to forget. i want the memories of this summer to be permanently ingrained into us. it's who we are, it's what we've done. it was so much fun, and i wouldn't trade it for the world. yeah, we made mistakes, but had those mistakes not been made, we wouldn't be the people we are. i know i've learned so much, and i've grown so much, and i would actually consider the things we did wrong a blessing, because of the lessons we've learned. it hurts so bad to think about the way it used to be with us. i can't believe we've done this to ourselves, but God is faithful, he loves us, and he knows the desires of our hearts. we must first delight ourselves in Him, and put him before any earthly relationship before we can even think about getting close to other people. dang, this is long, i'm pretty sure jenna will be the only person to read this whole thing.
i guess all i'm trying to say is...
i miss my best friend.
i love you, jennyyyyy
never forget.
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