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Thursday, December 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 04:09:19 GMT

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 01:19:44 GMT

meh. borin day. im so freakin tired.. and im never tired. i about passed over on the counters at work... ahh

i hate rain right now.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 13:11:47 GMT

i couldnt sleep. i was on the phone till 3:00 am lastnight. i dont know what to believe. its kind of a unexpected shock. today should be interesting and depressing. =(

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 04:06:05 GMT

Through the night
We were waiting for a sign
Maybe rendered in the darkened sky
Drawn by imaginary lines
Connecting radiant points of light
Lift your gaze from the pavement
From the streets
That we've crossed a thousand times before
We were walking downtown
My favorite part of town
And I'm sure that I've not seen
The Christmas lights this bright before

-copeland

thaaaaaaaanks for the walk in the park.
the lights were beautiful.....

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 23:23:49 GMT

I swear the sky was falling down earlier this evening. it was GORGEOUS out there. part of the sky looked dark and clouded over while the other side looked like a big orange lightbulb thrown around like paint. i couldnt get over it. so i got a bunch of new and old pictures from my computer and got them developed at walmart today. i got a big photo album and im going to put them all in it here in a bit.. pictures are precious. im going to start ordering them alot more so i can look back at them good memories. =)
im pulling out the copeland tonight.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 05:51:34 GMT

     never look back because
 you won't forget why you cried.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 06:00:21 GMT

It's the weekend...!

Friday, December 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 05:36:52 GMT

my phone has been dead for over 3 days. i just charged it and i recieved the best voice mail of my life from lance and mike. oh my word. it made my night and week. haha gotta love em...

he wont tell me anything.....just that he's made reservations at 7:30 on the night of my birthday. its gonna be a special one.

!!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 18:56:02 GMT

worth the $82.35 i just spent?

anything with the name :"Coffee Shop Coat": catches my eye. ahhh i just ordered it. and now i feel guilty. oh well. clothes make me happy and what else do i have to spend my money on. erg haha..so my sister wants to borrow 300.00 dollars from me because she needs a new water pump in her car..and she needs one for us to drive to colorado...AH i hate money.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 07:09:22 GMT

god that was strange to see you again
introduced by a friend of a friend
smiled and said 'yes i think we've met before'
in that instant it started to pour,
captured a taxi despite all the rain
we drove in silence across pont champlain
and all of the time you thought i was sad
i was trying to remember your name
this scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
now you're outside me. you see all the beauty
repent all your sin
it's nothing but time and a face that you lose
i chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
i'll write you a postcard, i'll send you the news
from a house down the road from real love
live through this, and you won't look back
there's one thing i want to say, so i'll be brave
you were what i wanted. igave what i gave
i'm not sorry i met you
i'm not sorry it's over
i'm not sorry there's nothing to say