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| paul's bday party was cool. i finally went after missing his party 3x. well im too lazy to decribe what happened so check his xanga probably later.
but here are SOME of the warped tour pictures i took yesterday. i have 104 pics but its a hastle to put all of them up. yup. mmhmm:
http://photobucket.com/albums/b292/thisdorkagain/08-04-05 warped tour/
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| well... this is gonna be detailed i guess since i think it was the best day of my summer. sorry if its a long one.
so yesterday around 9:30 kevin ims me and asks me if i want to go to warped tour the next day with him and greg. i wasn't aware that warped tour was the next day so this was a last minute plan for me. i was still debating whether to go or not. i didn't have any $ at the time to buy a ticket, food, and gas. so i told kevin that i would pass. kevin was telling me to be "spontaneous". i still passed on but a few minutes i was like i want to go now. i asked my dad if i could go and have $50 and he said yeah. so i tell kevin i want to go and the plan was "good to go". warped tour... woot woot. that night i didn't go to bed til 3 because i was talking on the fone.
i wake up at 7 to wake-up call kevin to get him going to get ready. i got 4 hours of sleep. gyeah. i got $60 instead of $50 which really saved us later total of $62 in my wallet. so i get ready around 8ish and kevin gets to my house and we leave around 8:45. we got some gas. we both chipped in $5 so $10 of gas. so $62-$5=$57. we pick up greg around 9:15. then we chilled with jose, natalie, caitlin, and ethan and we all left around 9:45. we all got some breakfast at mcdonalds. me and kevin got some parfees. so thats $57-$2=$55. then we got to downtown and parked somewhere. cost us $10 to park but it was really close to the jacksonville fairgrounds. it was all on my again. so $55-$10=$45. i was kinda mad about that price for a parking. o well. so we were able to cut in line where jose's bro was. in the mean time there were some psp girls walking around the line for entertainment and kevin was like "i want that girl over there". haha. i said "why dont you press her buttons and turn her on". haha. so as the line was moving greg bumps into a friend that perhaps was selling a ticket. thanks to greg i bought it for $25 woot woot. so $45-$25=$20.
so we got in and looked at the schedule of the bands. the first band we watched was motion city soundtrack at the mike stage. they were good. got me pumped up. during their performance we met up with ryan and brittany. cool beans. 30 min later we shifted over to the bishop stage and watched hawthorne heights. during their performance we met up with brian, brandon, dennis, and jacob. everyone just keep popping out. the band was good too. we just starting jumping in our area and then we started a mosh. geez i got knocked off my feet and was on the ground. o well. then me, kevin, brian, and dennis went to get some water. on the way going to some place suprisingly we met simko. omg. he doesn't look anything like the simko we last saw. ryan, brittany, edsel were there too. afterwards me, kevin, and ryan meet up with selina at the exhibition building where she hooked us up with drinks. woot woot. we walked around and got some free stuff and ryan got her hair highlighted red. we met up with greg, jose, natalie, caitlin, and ethan and walked around more. we chilled in front of the schedule and everyone just separated. so it was just me, kevin, ryan, and selina. we watched fall out boy around 2ish. good performance. we were almost in the front. i had fun in the crowd. heh. probably my favorite time. kevin crowd surfed and got a guitar pick from the band. lucky. and then i saw jose crowd surfing too out of nowhere and im like hey thats jose. heh. around 3ish we watched my chemical romance. best performance i thought. me and selina were in the back since there was too much action in the middle of the crowd. i always get hit by someone from either a mosh or somebody crowd surfing but kevin and ryan were still in the middle. me and selina saw brittany and edsel and we stayed together in the back of the crowd where it was nice and peaceful. haha. i learned that talking/listening on the fone is really hard. you have to repeat yourself like 5x or talk clear and slow. i had that problem with kevin after he crowd surfed alot. after mcr's performance me, kevin, selina, ryan, brittany, and edsel chilled near the exhibition building.
it was time for me, kevin, and greg to go because greg had some processing to do with ups. so we left but i was kinda mad when we left because we found out there was no reentrance. so we left and got to the ups place in 30 min. me and kevin chilled and slept in the car listening to linkin park while greg was doing his thing. 35 min later we leave and went to get some food from mcdonalds. the food was all on me. we ate some mcchickens and got drinks. so $20-$10=$10. we decided to go back to warped tour and figure a way to get back in. luckily enough one of the staff guys just let us in but everyone started to leave. we got bored after walking around and chilling on the ground so we slid on some ice on the grass. i almost slipped but it was fun. so we listened to 2 more bands. we crowd surfed on the last band we watched. it was cool. then we left to chill at my house but only for 30 min because kevin wanted to get home on time. so we had to get more gas which was on me again. so $10-$5=$5. we dropped off greg and then i got dropped off at my house since kevin only knows directions from my house.
i saw a bunch of people from school and that i haven't seen in a long time (jenny, amanda, and brandy from 8th grade and grant from my freshmen year). the thing that stuck out today was taking wrong turns on the road that led us to another freakin place and then we had to pull a u'ey. we pulled that crap about 5x. and i spend $55 and im broke with $5 in my wallet. but this was my first time ever going to warped tour. i thought it was really cool and im definitely going next year. i ended my summer on a good note. i did take pics but they probably wont be up for awhile. so be patient bastards. | | |
| hmm... i never had a dream in a long time but it didn't go the way i wanted to. all i could remember was i was at some type of summer camp and one of my friends told me some bad news about herself. i walked out of this room we were in, sat outside on this picnic table, talked with another person, and busted out crying. then she came out, sat next to me, and told me to forget about it. i started to overreact and my friends tried to hold me down but somehow i get stabbed in my left arm with a knife. everyone looked frightened. i looked at the knife, pulled it out, and started to run away from everyone. i lost alot of blood and fainted on the grass. it was time to leave summer camp and get on the buses. i woke back up, got onto the bus, and sat by myself. we took a stop at some restaurant, ate, and got back on the bus. i was the last one on the bus and decided to sit next to the girl that hurt me inside. i cried on her shoulder. | | |
| im feeling much better now. it feels like my old character is building itself back the way it was 2 year ago. its been a long time. i'll be back in my old ways eventually. i will no longer need to be wearing this mask that hid my true self. im glad i met this person.
any ways life is good right now. just chillaxin. school starts not tomorrow but next week. i guess im angry and excited at the same time but maybe lazy would describe me better. get to see some old faces and plus its my senior year. woot woot. i already have senioritis which isn't good. maybe it'll go away somehow. its time to get stressed out again. right theo?
well if some of yall geniuses didn't get the last post, here it is described. i didn't know i could be so creative...
at the end of my post i said "you figure it out. ...one sentence = one word". "one sentence" - sentence is built with the bold words... "does every person realize exposing strong sadness is only natural". "one word" - take the first letter of each word in the sentence... "depression". that is me for ya. | | |
| im so confused...
i wake up with my eyes covered in tears. this does happen every morning. i fear death. im scared of every possibility that could end my life. i have made lots of friends. i have made every single one of them a better person. they all look up to me. i realize how valuable i am to them. i dont like seeing people exposing trails of tears down their face. i dont like seeing people being weak. they need to be strong. i hate seeing people strugglng for happiness. i hate the look of sadness. i dont like being too attached because i dont want anyone to get hurt. life is unfair. i dont want to lose my friends and i dont want them to lose me. i only want to be alone. it makes me wonder who would be at my funeral. what would the world be like without me? death is a natural thing.
...god, let my life be a good one and let me live it to the fullest.
this is how i feel. you figure it out. ...one sentence = one word | | |
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