| for myselfand to being a little self-centered
I want to find a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot, who calls me back when i hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch me sleep. I will wait for the man who kisses my forehead, who wants to show me off ot the world when i am in sweats, who holds my hand when we are in public, who thinks im just as pretty with out makeup. One who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me. I want the one who turns to his friends and says "thats her."
for my ladiesand to getting over the pain
"We could only wonder how she would be able to dust herself off and start over over again. And yet we knew we couldn't bear for her not to, and felt ever more optomistic that after all her struggles, she would someday meet her man, her equal a man with the same charisma, love of life, and humanity she possessed. In the meantime, she'd have her friends. And the knowledge that YOU deserve the world. " - Sex & The City
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| start a-fresh. =) or at least, we'll attempt to. |
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| hmmm,, randomly decided to check up here didn't see that post of yours until today...
still sorry, what else can i say? sorry that i was the one to cause pain sorry that it triggered more sorry i couldn't be there to ease it
 
always dare to hope - who knows what the future holds? awaiting the day this feeling of a loss of self will finally disappear |
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| woot. i miss xanga. humm nobody goes on here anymore :P
almost 17 loo. many things have changed. and many things have not. all i can hope for the courage and wisdom to make the right decisions
" i get by with a little help from my friends " <3 [pst. i encourage everyone who sees this to go youtube that song but the across the universe version]
though i do not know where i am heading. i know everything will be alright because i have the love of my friends and family |
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| want to go back. want to go back. but its horrible. but i want it. i want it so bad.
what you know. is just a tip of the iceberg.
im on the edge... about to fall but i just can't bring myself to do it.
eff.
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