So, I made my decision to just attend school part time until I get accepted into the dental hygiene program. I hope sacrificing time will be worth it in the long run. There really isn't anything else I'd want to pursue. My family supports the decisions that I make, so it's all gravy.

Today, Romeo did something he has never done before. It totally made my day. Because of that, I know that he is honestly trying to be better for me. He did the right thing. It was such a simple gesture, but it meant so much to me. ily<3

I absolutely LOVE the holiday season. Thanksgiving is next week! I am ready to grubbbbbb and spend time with family. Romeo and I are starting our Christmas shopping early this year. He's helping me put up the tree on Sunday after we go shopping. I can't wait!

How the hell did I go from having set plans to not knowing what the hell to do with myself. I wish school was simpler. I need to make the decision. I have to weigh out all the factors. I want to be done with school ASAP and become a dental hygienist. I can't have both. I have to wait a year or maybe two. When in the meantime I could be going to school for something else and get a bachelor's degree. But then again there's nothing else I'd wanna pursue in life. I've been so stressed about this for days. Maybe I'll go into sonography. I wish there wasn't such a long wait. I'll make my decision after I meet with the program director. Hopefully everything will fall into place.

Baby, I'm glad that we have each other. No matter what I won't give up on us. Effort from you is all I need. We'll make it through this relationship and our lives in general together. When times get tough, just know what you have me to lean on. This relationship is not just about being a boyfriend/girlfriend, kissing and hugging. It's about growing and learning together; getting through life.ily<3

Damn, I wish I won the lotto. Don't have to worry or struggle anymore.

On a brighter note, the holidays are coming, along with my birthday. It's my favorite time of the year.

Everything that you told me last night is replaying in my head over and over. I know we have been through all sorts of tough times and back. It doesn't even matter what you've done or how much I've hurt. We're meant for each other. I know it deep down in my heart. I'm glad you finally told me what you've been holding back. That's what I'm here for. Not to judge, but to listen and be there for you. It's okay babe, there's no need to be afraid. I've been picking up the pieces of your heart since a year ago. I promise I'll put it all back together. I promise you'll never have to feel that way again.
I promise. I love you.