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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

I'm leaving now.

Tomorrow, 6:00, I will be gone finally.  I am gonna miss all of you.  I think this is a good thing though, I am ready for a change.  I need to be a good example for my other siblings.  It's time to get more serious about life.  Guys, please leave me lots of comments to come home to.  My home pass is about thirty days after I start there.  Welp.  Bye everyone!  (sighs)


Sunday, August 20, 2006

You don't even know.

Man, no one even knows how happy I am.  I am so happy, you wouldn't even believe it if I told you!  Let us just say, today was great and changes aren't always a bad thing. :)


Friday, August 18, 2006

Blinded.

So I am seriously almost blind in my right eye as we speak.  The thing that happened was... yesterday, I went to the eye place to pick out new glasses, and while I was there, I was gonna put in some contacts, right?  So I was cleaning the contacts, when at that time, the bottle of solution became empty.  (Keep in mind that I have superdee bad eyesight and this time in the story I had no contacts or glasses on.)  I told the guy who worked there that the botlle was empty, then I spotted another bottle, but it was smaller in size.  I was like "Hey, is this solution in this bottle too?"  And the guy was like "Yeah, go ahead and use that then."  I cleaned my right contact with it and basically put that shit straight into my eye.  Right when I did, it burned like no other!  Then the guy comes over... "Oh, you used that?!"  Guess what that stuff was guys?  Fucking... it ended up being lense cleaner for glasses.  So it burned my eye badly, and it got worse throughout the day.  Everytime I tried to open it, I could only see a cloud!  And it likes to stay shut most the time.  I am a little better now though.  I almost had to go to the ER last night, but instead we flushed my eye a bunch, and I am gonna go to the eye doctor soon today.  I hope I will be okay at work, caz I have to work today!  lol  That sucks, Ik.  But one more thing that deserves mentioning;  my brother Cody wrote me a letter back!!!!  It made me so happy and was thee best thing of yesterday!!!  Welp, peace.  I'm out.


Monday, August 07, 2006

Happeneings.

Hello.  How is everyone?  Well... I am basically bored more than anything, but I guess I'm alright.  So... Easton came home for his home pass again on Friday, but we had to take him back to rehab yesterday.  I miss him a lot.  I wish he could just be home for good, ya know?  But the good thing is that he will get out for good before school starts, unlike me.  I still don't know when I am getting sent, but Ik I am going fer shurr.  So yeah.  This morning, Cody had to go to rehab.... Ik it seems like my whole family is going to those kinds of places, but idk.  Cody HAD to go or else he would have been in more trouble with the law.  I miss him already too.  I just feel so sad about it all, ya know what I mean guys?  I am just UGHHH!  But yeah.. on the ride home from taking Easton back, I cried my eyes out, because I don't know what's wrong with the world.  And also... just looking at my life and everyone and everything in it and how it's going... but I don't think anyone noticed that I bawled my eyes out.  I am glad that they didn't, because then ....everyone would have been all worried and shit.  Usually I don't put too much info on here, but you know what... I needed to get it all out.  I doubt anyone will even comment me though, this is so long!  *deep breath*  Welp, I am gonna go bowling and register for school today.  Then I think tomorrow I'll hang wit Heather, on Wednesday I'll hopefully hang out with India and Zane, and then Thursday maybe a movie.  And I work Friday, but it sucks caz all the money I get paid goes to people I owe money to...


Happeneings.

Hello.  How is everyone?  Well... I am basically bored more than anything, but I guess I'm alright.  So... Easton came home for his home pass again on Friday, but we had to take him back to rehab yesterday.  I miss him a lot.  I wish he could just be home for good, ya know?  But the good thing is that he will get out for good before school starts, unlike me.  I still don't know when I am getting sent, but Ik I am going fer shurr.  So yeah.  This morning, Cody had to go to rehab.... Ik it seems like my whole family is going to those kinds of places, but idk.  Cody HAD to go or else he would have been in more trouble with the law.  I miss him already too.  I just feel so sad about it all, ya know what I mean guys?  I am just UGHHH!  But yeah.. on the ride home from taking Easton back, I cried my eyes out, because I don't know what's wrong with the world.  And also... just looking at my life and everyone and everything in it and how it's going... but I don't think anyone noticed that I bawled my eyes out.  I am glad that they didn't, because then ....everyone would have been all worried and shit.  Usually I don't put too much info on here, but you know what... I needed to get it all out.  I doubt anyone will even comment me though, this is so long!  *deep breath*  Welp, I am gonna go bowling and register for school today.  Then I think tomorrow I'll hang wit Heather, on Wednesday I'll hopefully hang out with India and Zane, and then Thursday maybe a movie.  And I work Friday, but it sucks caz all the money I get paid goes to people I owe money to...



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