Effing disappointed with how I've done this sem. The only thing that made my day was the A+ we got for LA.
SOMEBODY TIE ME DOWN. TELL ME I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE.
Though everyone said that they would support me in everythng I do, I knew they were all against it. And thankyou for the few honest ones who told me at my face, that I should just shut up, stop creating trouble for my self and stay on where I am.
I do what all women do. I think. I blame myself. I marinate in my failure. I hate myself sometimes. Sometimes I cry. More often I stare at the ceiling and wonder what is wrong with me. well, THAT'S ME And I love myself just the way I am(:
"If you are neat, you won't be Abby. But that's who you are, don't change for 'em." hahaha. I can't believe I agreed. But then again, take a look at my room and you'll understand why(: And oh my dear goodness, I won't ever change.
- omfg. I actually agreed to meet zihao today, I can't believe myself.
note to self: REMEMBER TO WEAR GREEN TMR. GREEEEEN.
Let's run away to nevernever-land together. You & I. I don't ever want to grow old.
I'm hungry. The silicone cover on my phone's annoying me. && my dad just came home to borrow my old phone cos his ran out of batt & he's expecting an imp call. MY OLD PHONE. THE ONE WITH ALL MY MSGS [which are not really meant for his eyes] SAVED IN IT. The last time he borrowed my phone, he read my msgs. ALL OF 'EM. OH DEAR. ahahahaha. Happy New Year, abby(: Merry Christmas, weiyan(:
