more what you say, less what you do

oh man.

gotta get out of here.

less what you say, more what you do.

shine shine shine.

please.

shine.

so good at life

i got an eviction notice (no worries, it's fixable)

there are no clean clothes (none i care to speak of)

i'm about to miss the bank again (but i'm telling you here)

i haven't received a new checked card (i called for one 2 weeks ago)

i haven't registered for classes (and now i've got a hold on my account)

(see eviction notice)

yours xanga, always,

mark

does anyone still do this?

.

help.

.

plateau.

that this isn't where i stop.

that i am the multitude but more.

that i am a face worth loving.

that i am a body that holds all the heat you've been searching for.

that you want to know my name

name

name

and that you say it to yourself

and call it

that you

that you

hurl it into the night

like a prayer.

november.

my stepdad, who somehow seemed to be recovering from lung cancer, had a seizure while driving to pick my mom up from work today.

they found out that he has a brain tumor.

please pray for him. and my mom.