thismurder_scene's Xanga

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 02:21:49 GMT

the new name is ; rheumatics

it was hard to cmnt back to everyone
the same thing over ; so check itttt ;

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 18:48:01 GMT

picking at your mind for hours sucks when you're trying to get answers ; the new copeland comes out march 25th ; so now i listen to touchdown turnaround by myself, and i walk through the halls by myself, and my locker is full of my stuff ; this is depressing ; and on top of it, i cried all day like a little idiot ; but this isn't my fault ; today we had lacrosse conditioning but i didn't go because i don't want to ; i condition at the gym ; and now all i do is fall asleep on school buses with daniels picture in my wallet ; i love this boy ; you don't understand ; and i made a close friend ; luvina ; love you girl ; you're amazing ; and i miss my old classes ; yeah, this doesn't feel too good ;

edit ; oh kay so you know what ; my school is fake ; fuck you bitches ; you can sit there and be all "hey!" but then talk mad shit? blow it out your ass bitches ; get a life ; so i'm blocking every bitch ; because you're fake ; youre totally fucking fake ; so take your gay ass music, your lame personalities, and leave me alone ; end edit ;

edit + ; this area totally isn't for me ; and i'd like to thank jae, gina, luvina, jen, manda, joe, shane and everyone who's actually there for me and isn't fake ; i love you ; all i need is jae, daniel, and xiu xiu ; end edit + ;

edit + + ; oh and i'm getting a new xanga ; so IM me or cmnt if you want it ! end edit + + ;

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 10:36:51 GMT

so we fall in love in the blink of an eye ; cos we can do that these days ; love is common ; dahpne loves derby, packages, overprotective parents, road trips to see eachother, slurpees, make out, xanga, pictures, forts + scary movies, couches that suck you in, i'll supply the blankets, jones soda, all you do is look at yourself all day because you know you're so cute ; and i feel like i've been repeating myself this whole time ; i'm sure this movie script is getting old ; i'm sure people are sick of this ;

plz be home tonight ; i'll die if i don't get a chance to make this just right ; and all i've been doing is writing music, playing my keyboards, and strumming my acoustic ; cos they say girls with instruments are "hott" ; i never liked the word "hott" or "sexy" ; i always enjoyed adorable, gorgeous, beautiful ; he calls me pretty ; he's my hopeless love ; it's proven ; so take it or leave it ; my heart is yours ; and i'm not intending to quote dashboard ;

and today is the non-superbowl party ;

edit ; it's definitely been a while since i've pulled an all nighter ; and all night i've been crossing my heart ; thirty minutes ago i would've just been waking up ; i can't live like this ; come home to me ; plz ; and i'm super hungry ; hungry like he always is ; but the difference between us, is he eats ; i quit ; end edit ;

yes, they're cute ; this i know ;

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 04:01:16 GMT

so it's 89 $ roundtrip ; this could be a good thing ;

Friday, February 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 03:06:12 GMT

i think i'm killin' em ; cos we're so far apart it sucks ; and i barely update anymoure ; i'm grounded and your package is getting mailed soon ; i'm in love with you ; sleep now sweet princess ; i'll cheer for you silently and carefully ;

bye loves ; i'll check back when i get a life ; spring break is in one month and i'm killing to go to ga ; why has killing become a famous word in my vocabulary? too many horror movies i guess ;

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 22:25:29 GMT

so last night he told me he was so ready to be with me ; and our plan is to make forts and watch scary movies under them ; that's right ; we have a plan ; and our plan is to annihilate your idea of fun ; cos we have our own fun going on ; yeah, we have our own fun going on ; and we'll dance like the girls from tilly and the wall ; because there's no drummer ; we can make our own beats ; yeah, we make our own beats ; and oh, we love each other ; to death ; and in thirteen days we can call it true love ;

all i know is click this because it's amazing ; picture post + laura and me and mitchel + party city and a.c moore = best day ever <3 really ;

i love you ; i'm grounded on friday ; but watch, jae and mitch will be here ; fuck what she has to say ; cos nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these ; so i sat alone and waited out the night ; homework sucks ; so does cussing ; today was fun ; i love my life <3