I need thee every hour.

(Probably won't be using this site anymore after this entry so goodbye. Once exams are over I'll probably start a new journal somewhere else. Ask me if you want the new link & I'll decide (: On a side note, I am very much looking forward to the long awaited weekend)

I am beginning to suffer from diminishing marginal returns already. After reading through the notes on income inequality it leaves me wondering if they're trying to promote communism. If not why would they go on about differences in wages and everything, it seems to me that the point they're trying to put across is that everyone should get equal wages. Okay I am so weird  But don't you think so?! (referring to the point about communism, not me being weird) I think that I'm the sort of person who'd be anti-communist and pro-democratic/capitalist. But then again, I'm quite lazy so maybe I'd benefit from a communist system... Hahaha I am such a free rider. HAHAHA! Okay I told you that I'm suffering from LDMR already, think I should move onto a bit of history before heading to bed. Afterall, I need the energy to see me through tomorrow's paper and hopefully I'll have a good sleep and fit in a nice dream or two (: All the best to everyone for their exams/prelims/promos.

P.S Who is the person from Illinois reading my blog?!?!?! Haha

magic mountain

I have an ugly swollen left eye and it hurts whenever I blink, think I'm going to the doctors tomorrow to get it checked and hopefully they'll do something about it. My sister left last night and I seriously didn't expect myself to cry this time cause the past 2 times she's returned, I was perfectly fine. BUT it was all her fault! She started crying so I tried to resist it and kept telling her to keep her new place clean so that her friends don't feel like murdering her but I soon started crying and we both were crying and hugging each other. Hahaha so it's goodbye messy room + cups all over the table and hello nice clean room till she comes home on Christmas eve.

I often think about how wonderful it must be to have a job like Ian Wright or Anthony Bourdain or Megan McCormic or Samantha Brown (don't like her very much though)... It must really be so much fun and joy! Okay, I must focus for the next few days and not let such thoughts interrupt my studying, they can wait for the next few weeks. Haha

I really feel like jabbing my eye cause it is annoying me but I cannot or it might get worse  Okay, I am going to return to Reagan and Gorbachev. Oh yes, dots to Vivien ;) Tuesday, Wednesday and then Thursday it'll all be over!

Currently Listening False Smiles By Amy Studt happy now see related

mind over matter

1 down, 4 more to go.
6 more days to freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GP today was  oh no but okay, think positive. I am currently sick & ended up coming home after the paper to take a 4 hour nap. I am feeling much better now and hopefully this giddy woozy feeling fades away because I want to be in tip-top condition when I take the rest of my papers. Mind over matter! My sister flies back to london tomorrow for the start of her 2nd year, how fast! I remember her leaving around this time last year and whoosh, it's been one year since she's left. Okay I have nothing much to say except, have a happy weekend everyone (amidst all the studying :/ ) and see you all back in school on Tuesday. I shall relax tonight and get some good rest because I am too tired to do anything now.

P.S Thank you anthea & jac for waiting with me for a cab and messaging to ask how I was feeling and for tolerating my weird behaviour and getting all angsty, irritated and annoyed by everyone. I promise I'm only like that when I'm ill! I love you 2

P.P.S All the best Viv for your papers which start tomorrow, see you in 8 days at the airport and I will come with a bouquet of flowers and a huge banner and a wagon of people. HAHA okay I am just kidding but I hope my presence will be good enough ;) Study hard but don't stress out and show them your brain power!

"I guide you in the way of wisdom and lead you along straight paths. When you walk, your steps will not be hampered; when you run, you will not stumble"  Proverbs 4:11-12

Yesterday was one of the most productive days in terms of studying so I'm really happy (: I am far from having finished studying for everything but I am slowly covering abit more each day. And I finished The Great Gatsby which I really enjoyed! I totally get what Anthea means by what a good book it is, I'm glad we're doing it but I just hope my results prove that I understand it well. Haha it's just 7 more days till the end of promos and I cannot wait. I am so excited and Viv and I were planning what to do on the Monday after she arrives  I am looking forward to having dinner with the girls, cycling and breakfast on friday as well as spending my entire monday (after the chinese paper) with Viv! Hang in there everyone. Today morning I suddenly found myself humming this song and what a timely reminder everyone...

In heavenly armour we'll enter the land
The battle belongs to the Lord
No weapon that's fashioned against us shall stand
The battle belongs to the Lord

We sing glory and honor
Power and strength to the Lord

The power of darkness comes in like a flood
The battle belongs to the Lord
He's raised up a standard, the power of His blood
The battle belongs to the Lord

When your enemy presses in hard do not fear
The battle belongs to the Lord
Take courage my friend, your redemption is near
The battle belongs to the Lord

Off to read about wage determination (sigh  ) and then have econs tuition with Rachel. All the best to everyone for promos! We start our GP paper tomorrow, how fast how fast!