| I'm still Alive... I'm still here. Xanga no longer interests me, as there is nothing to be interested in. People are all the same, no matter how you try to differentiate yourself, you're the same as someone else. Meh, who am I to think such things? I'm an anticonformist, but I conform with no other anticonformer. What have I sacrificed to be myself? Nothing. And I refuse to let myself think otherwise. Some(Most) people are tools, or atleast they are around here. Or maybe I'm the ignorant one, and everybody does know how to think for themselves, they just choose not to deviate from the norm. This was the way they were raised. How did I end up the way I am? That's a good question. Was it the music I listened to? I don't believe so. I've lacked faith since I was a child. Am I special? Am I different from the others? Well, around here, I am. And that is blatantly obvious. I'm one of very few atheists in the area, and am proud of who I am. People may not appreciate this, but I will announce it like the most proud Priest will announce his love for "The Lord". But why do people intend to question my ideas? Who are they to judge or question? Oh well, I'm done for now. I might get around to writing some other time so people might actually be able to get a glimpse into my mind... As for now, here are some lyrics. Marilyn Manson - Disposable Teens And I'm a black rainbow And I'm an ape of god I got a face thats made for violence upon Im a teen distortion Survived abortion A rebel from the waist down
I wanna thank you mom I wanna thank you dad For bringing this fucking world To a bitter end I never really hated a one true god But the God of the people I hated
You said you wanted evolution The ape was a great big hit You say you want a revolution, man And I say that youre full of shit
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The more that you fear us The bigger we get The more that you fear us The bigger we get And dont be surprised, dont be surprised Dont be surprised when we destroy all of it
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