| i havent updated this in forever.
i spend too much time on livejournal?
im a completely different person.
allie. sidekick. boy. boy. boy. LIFE.
i listen to jacks mannequin and as i lay dying alot. OH annnd i look like mike jones when i have teeth whitener on.
i only trust allie. only allie. everyone else is too sketchy. oh and maybe michaelann sometimes
this mix could burn a hole in anyone. but it was you i was thinking of.
i miss that night like you wouldnt believe.
i miss my birthday like you wouldnt believe. i only turned sixteen but i feel like i turned forty. for some reason i have myself convinced that im older than i am. |
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cosmetology school next year.
fftl and mbr tomorrow. mbr and custarrrd timmee...its gonna be sad without tori, but me and allie are gonna be so awesome. so yeah YOU WISH.
new boy and i winkereeed at him. yepsss.
life is lovely.
james takes pictures of me. or i take pictures of me.
oh yeah im making a nightie in fashion focus its almost done. and i am gonna take the bests pictures of it ever. annnnd i took a test today that determines if im gonna graduate and the story was about a kid getting his legs run over by a tricycle, voluntarily. asshole. |
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| i feel like updating....
sometimes i feel like life is lacking momentum. i dunno there are just things i want to happen so badly and i dont know how to make them happen, i dont know if its me or other people. i think i just need to accept it...but i dont think i will, accepting is like giving up and im not going to give up on my goals....or something of the sort. there is not much about myself i would change, and im really happy for that. i think about the condition i was in this time last year and i would never want to be there again in my life...ever. it was the the begining of the worst couple months i have ever had.i am so glad that i finally found peace and quit everything that i had done. i tore myself apart for so long about rediculous things that shouldnt have effected me but i did...i look at myself sometimes and wonder how i could do the things i did to myself. i had people that would have been there for me but i disregarded it because i was too busy being in my own self pity to see the good in life. there is only a few things i can complain about in life now...and they arent even real issues and im so thankful for that. i know that if i overcome them i will be an amazing person and i will be able to live life fully. im glad i can finally see that.
kay im done <3 <3 <3
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| dear hipv,
you are my favorite band ever. youre all amazing and i love you.
<3alicia |
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| oh yeah.
today me and ray almost caught the school on fire.
it was amazing. |
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