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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 02:06:09 GMT

i havent updated this in forever.

i spend too much time on livejournal?

im a completely different person.

allie. sidekick. boy. boy. boy. LIFE.

i listen to jacks mannequin and as i lay dying alot. OH annnd i look like mike jones when i have teeth whitener on.

i only trust allie. only allie. everyone else is too sketchy. oh and maybe michaelann sometimes

this mix could burn a hole in anyone. but it was you i was thinking of.

i miss that night like you wouldnt believe.

i miss my birthday like you wouldnt believe. i only turned sixteen but i feel like i turned forty. for some reason i have myself convinced that im older than i am.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 01:40:43 GMT

cosmetology school next year.

fftl and mbr tomorrow. mbr and custarrrd timmee...its gonna be sad without tori, but me and allie are gonna be so awesome. so yeah YOU WISH.

new boy and i winkereeed at him. yepsss.

life is lovely.

james takes pictures of me. or i take pictures of me.

oh yeah im making a nightie in fashion focus its almost done. and i am gonna take the bests pictures of it ever. annnnd i took a test today that determines if im gonna graduate and the story was about a kid getting his legs run over by a tricycle, voluntarily. asshole.

Friday, January 07, 2005

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 20:11:04 GMT

i feel like updating....

sometimes i feel like life is lacking momentum. i dunno there are just things i want to happen so badly and i dont know how to make them happen, i dont know if its me or other people. i think i just need to accept it...but i dont think i will, accepting is like giving up and im not going to give up on my goals....or something of the sort. there is not much about myself i would change, and im really happy for that. i think about the condition i was in this time last year and i would never want to be there again in my life...ever. it was the the begining of the worst couple months i have ever had.i am so glad that i finally found peace and quit everything that i had done. i tore myself apart for so long about rediculous things that shouldnt have effected me but i did...i look at myself sometimes and wonder how i could do the things i did to myself. i had people that would have been there for me but i disregarded it because i was too busy being in my own self pity to see the good in life. there is only a few things i can complain about in life now...and they arent even real issues and im so thankful for that. i know that if i overcome them i will be an amazing person and i will be able to live life fully. im glad i can finally see that.

kay im done <3 <3 <3

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 20:04:55 GMT

dear hipv,

you are my favorite band ever. youre all amazing and i love you.

<3alicia

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 00:19:04 GMT

oh yeah.

today me and ray almost caught the school on fire.

it was amazing.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 19:51:26 GMT

its permanent

NOTHING is permanent.

basically acceptance is amazing. i went to cincinatti this weekend to see aud and emily, they are the most amazing cousins ever....and they are just awesome...everyone should be jealous they are my cousins....you can go swimming if you want to with or without a manatee....basically chipolte has the best jingles ever. Im a F L A P P E R G I R L. haha. oh man. i cant wait til thanksgiving to see them again.

hawt pictures from the tbs weekend. <3

me laughing at mister flashlights man hawt butttttt

too many kids. way too many kids.

EAR.

me & tori are so amazing.

fred + the sex. new american classic acoustic...yeah im in love.

the sex/ adam

some kids from the varsity

my amazing varsity shirt. and a wrestling face grrr.

Monday, November 08, 2004

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 02:29:32 GMT

siren siren!

i am a wannabe who doesnt know anything about music

INCASE YOU WERE WONDERING

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 01:36:52 GMT

hmm..nothing eventful has been going on lately...and i cant find my camera so im all sad about it...work is over...im kinda sad about it, cuz some of the kids were hilarous and made me really happy...but im sure i will see them again

tori is afraid of haunted houses haha

tbs is on saturday and im so excited, tbs is like beautiful and adam is basically pure sex with a mic...so im thrilled...plus atreyu mmmm yess

mtv has shown me a new band...yeah weird, that battle for ozzfest show has prooven to be greatness, because i am basically in love with a dozen furies, they are practically the best band ive seen on mtv....hopefully they will tour and come around here, cuz i wanna see them live like crazy now.

im in love with my hairrrr...and im excited to see who will win the election...ive got a bad feeling...but i really hope that my crush wins haha...aka Bush...i hate how everyone thinks they are so punkvoter or whatever if they like Kerry...i think you should like a canidate for your own reasons...but im not gonna ramble about it...

          im CONSIDERING a new boy. but we will see.

Sunday, October 31, 2004

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 03:16:09 GMT

I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you

wow. im home so early...im so tired...i need to sleep....that is such a beautiful line up there...its majorly true too

ugh....i wish i was older for this summer =(

                 my cousin and her boyfriend are the cutest couple ever...and im completely jealous because he works at steak-n-shake awwwwh. <3

and cuz he laughed really hard when i put on a pumpkin costume

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 21:18:05 GMT

yes im in love with pigtails

they are the new thing to do.

me and rayfaceeeeeeee

hahahaha

i have been really happy lately....i think its the fall...the trees are so beautiful, and so is the sky...i could have the fall forever and be really happy...my friends are the most amazing people on earth, i swear they are better than anyone elses friends, and im willing to fight someone about it...because my friends are BEAUTIFUL.

im excited for tbs next weekend...adam is the sexxxx.

basically laguna beach is the most amazing show ever, im in love with it....its so addicting.

oh yeah i gotta write in a verse for ray:
    no i dont want no scrubs

hahahaha.

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