| | School is back in full swing again. I am loving Tri-C a lot, a teacher's aide for Ms. Scott, Mr. DelCalzo is pretty much a badass, I still regret not joining choir last year, HAM will probably get harder, band is going alright, AP Music Theory could be a little better in some ways, and I don't remember a word of Spanish. The only time I'm ever home is to sleep at night and get ready at 6am. As of now, I'm not a great tennis player, and I think that fact stresses me out more than anything. I saw somebody unepected at Circle K on Tuesday, and I was shaking the whole time. Apparently we're friends again, but I'm not getting my hopes up about it staying that way. Lately I've been jealous of everything, and it's not fair. Specifically two people, but I don't know exactly which one I'm more jealous of. Jeff Guido is officially my Homecoming date, but since neither of us have intentions (haha), I'm not bothering to buy a new dress. Planning to wear the one from freshman year. I haven't been working nearly as much as I'd like to, but that will change next month, hopefully. I'm really looking forward to Matrix auditions, and maybe finally playing next to some truly talented people. In general, I'm not happy, I only wish I knew why. The time I do have to spend, I've been spending with my family. Alannah is getting to be HUGE, and Allison's puppy is a cute little shithead. It's terrifying to be completely out of control of every situation you find yourself in. And I'm tired of saving the day for my friends over and over and not getting anything back. We still don't have percussion shirts. It's really nice to have Phil to talk to every day, to keep me semi-sane. I'm a stupid, stupid woman. |
| | Posted 9/6/2008 12:04 AM - 4 views - 0 comments
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