Currently Playing Oh, Inverted World By The Shins caring is creepy see related

well everyone, valentine's day has come and gone and it was a horrible day, but now it's over and that means it's likely that tomorrow will be better.  valentine's day wasn't depressing because of just the fact that i was dateless, but many other factors were taken into account.  first of all, i bombed my math midterm. i failed it and even with the curve it's still probably only a C and all of you who know me, know that I don't do well with anything but A's and high B's.  second, well, i didn't have a valentine.  i was hoping for one but he never came, so yet again, my hopes have been crushed.  thirdly, i tried to rent "the notebook," but neither hollywood video nor blockbuster had anymore copies in stock, so jenna and i had to settle for "wimbledon," which wasn't bad, but when you have your heart set on "the notebook," you get the picture.  fourth, i ate way too much chocolate and felt like throwing up for a few hours.  fifth, i had cashier duty at work, which i personally hate, because it's so boring, you have to sit the whole time, there's hardly anyone to talk to, and it's freezing cold!  lastly, i gave my non-christian friend, nick a certain book, in hopes that it might change the way he feels about the existence of God, and tonight, he told me that he's read so far half the book and finds no meaning in it.  this really bothers me, because i care where he's going to spend the rest of eternity and he's not too worried about it.  do you know what's going to happen to you after this life? if you need someone to talk to about this, come find me, day or night, rain or shine. this is very important and you need to work this out.

i can't wait for tomorrow, because i know that tomorrow could not possible be worse than today.

Currently Playing Destination: Beautiful By Mae skyline drive see related

Well, lets see...it's 3 o'clock in the morning and all i feel like doing is writing my thoughts down.  Nothing really exciting happened this week.  Just the usual homework and late nights, as dan would say at "the noche."  I couldn't wait for tonight, because i knew that's when i'd see HIM. It was great...i don't know why i feel such a yearning for his company, but i do.  As we all stood around tonight, i'll i wanted to do was to reach out and hold his hand.  Not because i was lonely or anything but just for the fact that if i were holding his hand, that would mean that he was LETTING me hold it and there's no joy like the experience of someone allowing you to be part of their life...sigh...

Lord, please don't let me spend valentine's day alone...

Currently Playing Garden State By Various Artists see related

go to sarah's xanga (sea269) for some good pictures of me and my girls