its early in the morning but yes, i cannot go to sleep.

yeah so .....

CLAUDIA Fullmetal Alchemist is a gr8 show !! even TASNIM wached a lil of it !! and she dont even wach anime ! (sry taz,  ^^' plz dont kill me ) and just so you know, theres also a movie, which is the sequel i guess. kinda shocking,too. but it was awesome ! and so is the series !  =]  i have so many show suggestions for you, but i cant name them for you right now.  =[  sry, that i continue to be of no (barely any) help to you. just tell me wat kind of shows you like. like, specific stuff. like, shounen or shojo. (target - male or female audience) or if it has sum yaoi or yuri. (im not exactly a fan. - yaoi = guyxguy. yuri = grlxgrl) or n e thing. b/c i have no "type" . as long as i like it. so be specific or do you wna take on THE LIST of suggestions i have.   ^^  *evil glint*  ...........

(IF YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT IM DOING HERE ... THEN YOU CAN ALWAYS READ THE PREVIOUS ENTRY IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY)

MUSIC i no i have a Dir en grey layout and mainly Dir en grey pics, but this song's ("Icy Cold City"[?] by 12012) been in my head. so yeah, its to satisfy my needs.  =P

MORE DIR EN GREY !!!! <3333333333333333333333333333333333333  XP

lets start off with KYO !!! (VOCALS) he's the shortest one in the group. about 5'3 or so. yes. he's suppose to be the scary one. he's the self proclaimed "prophet". he writes the lyrics. he enjoys making the lyrics hard to understand. he lies in interviews (i guess so you wont be able to "know" much about him or sumthing) he hates sports and wishes there were none, for there is always one ball you have to keep an eye on and its confusing and makes you dizzy ... and he'll kill you if you call him "kawaii". (cute) ^^

next : KAORU !!!!!   he's the leader of the band and lead guitarist. (he has amazing cheekbones and is soooo hawt.  *_*) he's about 5'7. sometimes has sudden outbursts (^^). once dove into the audience and was left with no shirt  (*_*), is never shirtless on stage (=[ ) he likes watching Gundam series and borrows things from the other guys (sometimes w/out them knowing) and often forgets to return them.he is not fond of seafood, likes american bands as well, such as, Linkin Park and Papa Roach, etc. .... and i'll have more on him L8er . my fingers r killing me !! oh ! and i live by his words "Don't blame the heavens. If fate wants you to have something, you will get it. " (or sumthing like that)

next up: DIE !! (yes, thats his stage name. he's my 1st pick outta all 5) okay, his real name is DAISUKE ANDOU. he got the english word "die" from his first name DAIsuke. he's about 5'10 (HELL YEAH !!!) he is also a guitarist (acoustic and electric)and does some back-up vocals. he is the jokester and probably most laid-back (i fell in love with his personality) one of the group. he LOVES to pick on Shinya. (poor Shinya) b/c he is the easiest target out of all the guys. he is probably the most masculine, as far as style goes. he keeps his hair the color red and went from long to somewhat shorter.

 Kaoru's and Die's dronking contest. there is a clip i saw of it .... very funny. Die loses miserably. Kaoru finished in less than a minute !! but still .... it was so hot ... i mean (!) ... intriguing .... both of them ... *_*  

Toshiya !!!  Totchi plays the bass guitar ! he's also about 5'10. he participates in alot of the fanservice-ing. he's considered the most optimistic one. he likes anime/manga and playing video games. he likes a variety of sports but would rather participate than watch. he's a good-looking guy that can look like a good-looking woman ! and its sumtimes scary .... but ... the thing about Mana from Malice Mizer is waaaay freakier b/c .... damn ... that guy REALLY looks like a real woman ....

and last but not least *drum roll* .... SHINYA !!! this guys plays the drums in the band. he's about 5'7, is considered the "baby" of the group (also b/c he is the youngest), he likes badminton, ice cream, and loooooves his lil dog Miyu !! he comes off as really quiet and shy and in interviews, he usually answers with simple or short responses. he's got nice legs for a guy, but is really skinny ... and ... is ALWAYS gettin picked on by the other guys ! xD ESPECIALLY DIE !!

omg DUDES ... ive bin gone 4 so long ! i feel guilty 4 not commenting u bak but i cant ! im too scared .... scared dat if i do, da data on ur site will make dis stupid shit freeze on me .... ive told my dad, but its not like he gives a shit unless its his own damn laptop ... da one im not friggin allowed to get on ...

CLAUDIA, im really happy ur gettin into anime. but sad dat u mite alredy "pass me up" and dat i am no help to u. plz dont blame me. blame da !@#$@$%@% .........

im glad you like Tsubasa Chronicles !! like i sed, b/c of my limited access to a computer, i've stopped focusing on anime and more on japanese music and media and whatever . i'll try to help you out more ... not RIGHT NOW though ... sry  ^^' ........

MY LAYOUT - ive finally found a plain white layout ! except insted of black lining, it has sum black boxes but dats ok.  ^^ ive asked da person if they can make me a Dir en grey layout ! (HELL YEAH !!!!) so, 4 those of u who dont noe much bout da japanese, dont be scard of Kyo's eyes. im tellin u now. and IM SRY IF MY FUTURE LAYOUT (hopefully katiesamurai_INC can make it 4 me) SCARES U. TOO BAD.

MUZIK - i will be puttin up Dir en grey muzik. yes. they r rock. im not sure wat type exactly. i dont no my "types of rock". ..... Kyo (vocals) scream sumtimes .... lol. u figure it out.

I KNOW its not really like me to have screaming ppl wit freaky eyes on my site (but i <3 Dir en grey so whatever) ...... and to have rock muzik playing. but its j-rock so i have an exception. lol. yeah. dont kill me. xPPP

sharin da Dir en grey <3 (hahahahahaha) (i did not make n e thing here. i found them and take no credit 4 them)

 (from left to right, top to middle to bottom) Die, Kaoru, Kyo, Toshiya, Shinya

(from left to rite - Shinya,Kaoru,Toshiya,Kyo,Die) 

 this is one of mah favorite pics of them. just by lookin at it, u can tell who i'd be most into. if u really know me. if u guess wrong, you dont no me that well. (shame on you) one person im sure would get it rite is TASNIM . ...... if u guessed Die , you r rite !! (you get a cookie !!) duh  xP ......... lol, dont get me wrong, i <3 all da guys but Shinya is too feminine (like i sed b4, its common 4 j-rockers to have a feminine look. da krazy japanese girls go krazy 4 it or sumthin like dat. they go krazy for "fanservice" , i'll tell u guys wat it is l8er. and idk but it could have sumthin to do wit 'visual kei') but Shinya is just Shinya. and he has sum pretty nice legs 4 a guy. Kaoru - im rilly into him too. but not as much. sumtimes he's got this whole, mysterious-kinda scary-lurking-in-da-corner kinda look. lol, but he's still hawt. Kyo - too negative. and im ONE friggin inch taller than him .... Die - hehe . ooooooooooooo ... im just in <3333 wit dis boi ..... just .. things about him .... and last but not least .. Toshiya - i like him too. but he makes 4 a pretty girl !!! ive seen it. bak in their more 'visual kei' days .  =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I ADOPTED A "DIE" CHIBI !!! OH YEAH !!! its "Kasumi - Die" . i mean, I DO got the song "Kasumi" playin .  =]

another band i wna no more about - DespairsRay or sumthin like that

and another band - 12012  (pronounced as "ichi ni zero ichi ni" right ? )

and another - Pierrot

wats up guys   im excited to be back   but my happiness wont last .........

mah aunt gave birth to mah new cuzn Jenny today. idk how she looks but .......

(i babble alot)

summer sux.  yooh caint do nuthin b/c of dat damn rain ....  idnt it supose to be summer ??? .... yeah so ive basically done nuthin ....

has n e 1 seen "The Fast and the Furious Tokyo Drift" yet ? i liked it more than i thot i would. it was so funny havin to look at "DK's" flat face da whole time !!  and i luved da movie soundtrack cuz it sounded hilarious !! da things dat got on mah nerves tho was dat da main character guy had a country accent, da main character girl had da smallest nose in da world  (dont get me wrong, she's prity and all its just ... her nose ^^') and da camera keeps zoomin up to dem grls wit "pancake asses" LMAO theres like 20000 girls in dat movie and bout 19999 of them had pancake asses  rofL ... and it was so funny cuz to mah left was Tony and he couldnt pay attention to n e of da grls hahahahahahahaha ONLY DA GUYS !! xDDDD he was like "ughhh .... all da guys ARE ugly" (there was only one cute guy, da one dat says "GO!" in da 1st drift) and "OMG !! DK HAS SUCH A FLAT FACE ! HOW CAN SHE KISS HIM ?! ITS LIKE KISSING A WALL !!" hahahahahaha  and he was over there makin hand demonstrations and shit ... *whoooooooooooooooooh*

HAPPY B-DAY TAZ !!! im so sry i couldnt tell yooh earlier !!

...also, happy b-day Gackt !!! his b-day was rite after urs tasnim   =] ......

so in honor of him, i will post vids. (heehee suckers !!  xP) besides, i sed i would .... btw, roxysurf1379 , do yooh noe who's in dat "Japan knows sexy" icon ? (i hope yooh didnt mind that im using it as a profile pic) so far i think (da seksii) Hyde and Gackt r in it. and sum Dir en grey members but who ? Toshiya ? or Shinya ? and was it Kyo at da end ?

btw,  I <3 DIR EN GREY !!! and all da seksii members  ;P 4 sum reason, i have a soft spot 4 Die, and sumtimes Kaoru and Toshiya  =DDDDDDDDD

and .....

I JUST HAD TO POST THIS AGAIN ! (LOL)

final fantasy vii dirge of cerberus ending . gackt is da model 4 a character (da one wit da freaky eyes) or sumthin like dat

sum kinda fone thingy commercial

"Mr. Perfect" commercial

Gackt catches a fly in mid air ... kool but freaky  ^^'

.. im jealous of this bitch .... hahahaha

he's afraid of trains

wat he likes in a woman ... i think.

Gackt on Utaban. i <3 Gackt and i <3 Utaban ! lol. gackt likes to cook but it takes him a whole 4 days to prepare his food ..... him and his pork belly meat .... and he duz a lil sumthin sumthin on da piano ... its hilarious  !!

shows how he brushes his teeth  xDDD  his hand in da moth represents da tongue and wen he wags his finger hes talkin bout "the dangly thing in da back"  lol

cooks naked  lol .... "what would you tell your fans right now?" .... "come and get some "  lmao ! ! ! ! !

hey guys. i wont be gettin on much so i have to update wenever i can ....

YouTube Clips:

1 : L'Arc-en-Ciel backstage part 1

2 : L'Arc-en-Ciel backstage part 2

(in these, Hyde has blonde hair. its common for japanese to bleach their hair. he also looks kinda girly b/c dats da image dat jrockers go for b/c da krazy japanese grls like it ....stupid krazy japanese grls ...)

3 : L'Arc-en-Ciel's music video for "Driver's High" (idk wat dats spose to mean)

4 : L'Arc-en-Ciel in a commercial for a drink

5 : preview of da hawtest guy alive!!! ( <3 ) Gackt in a commercial for FujiFilm where a old lil lady stalks him .... sry but, idk wat dair sayin ^^'

Next Time : Gackt !!! i <3 him so friggin much! da multi-talented, humble, self proclaimed "400-sumthin yr old vampire" FWINE ASS MUTHA FUCKER!!!! *sigh* im in luv ........

btw, i cant get on no more cuz im not allowed  =[ .... im at a fren's house rite now dats y im able to update. i got her to wach GetBackers *yay* and now she's farther ahead than me !!! .......

btw (2) ..... I GOT A HAIRCUT!!! SHOCKING, I NOE!!! but, it kinda didnt turn out da way i wanted. its actually not wat i expected. its .... rilly short. lmao, yooh guys noe how long my hair was. but now ya cant go "look at me! im alexandra! i have long prity hair!" lol. i cant even tie it up no more! its cuz my sis cut it. and i was spose to dye it a burgendy color. lets just hope it grows bak. ^^' b4 da new skoo year.

READ THIS !!! :  http://emily.yoll.net/story.html its da link to dis story. read it if ur bored and luv romances!! im sittin here wit my fren and we're both in tears (!!!) turns out it was da same story mah sister read me many years bak. its rilly good! just read it!!!

oh and i got these 4rm roxysurf's page -  

im updatin kinda early b/c idk if after dis, ima be able to get on  ....

YouTube Clips: L'Arc~en~Ciel Babii  !!! i <3 dem so much  ! hahaha, actually, its only Hyde and Ken-chan. but dair at a show called "Matthew's Best Hit TV". it was hilarious!  all da clips r of da same episode. DAT SHOW IS KRAZY AS HELL!!!  da host Matthew kinda scares me tho ...

1st Clip: intro ....

2nd Clip: dey karaoke like 3 drunken idiots!  but of course, Hyde and Ken sound good. i mean, they ARE real artists. well, Hyde is vocals and Ken is bass(?) but w/e

3rd Clip: they look at past performances by L'Arc-en-Ciel. then they play a retarded game called "Balloon Explosion" lmao --

4th Clip: they play another retarded game but this time, they have to neatly open da pages of a XXX magazine.

5th Clip: they start up a new game where da loser gets bashed in da head wit a pan-thing!  

6th Clip: they start up yet another stupid (but hilarious) game where they have to knock down giant pins wit dair heads wile rolling on a lil board!!!  

Next Time: we c sum vids, live performances, and even sum hilarious clips of L'Arc-en-Ciel BACKSTAGE !!!!

.... so, how was summer skoo 4 yooh pplz dat had to go? (coughTrangcough) i dont wna go c The Omen no more. mai sis sed it wasnt all dat gr8 and dat See No Evil was actually a better movie so im like "eh. nvm then"