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| Hey everyone, I'm just taking a break from the crap load of school work I have to do. It sucks that i cant go see kiri today, weather sucks. A bit of good news for any tigers fans...... Kenny Rogers and Todd Jones..... yes!!!!!! thats freakin awesome! im going to get back to doing my crappy homework..
ttyl all
so long and goodnight | | |
| Guess what.... i have a fat ass..... thats halarious.... eric, i swear you aint right sometimes.... happy turkey day everyone... im just getting over my cowboys getting knocked off in overtime... it happens i guess..... thank you all for the responses (if you havent responded yet, pleeze do so).... thanksgiving is always a laid back kinda day for me... john is coming over soon..... football game tomorrow... good luck to any clyde football player.... ok well im going to go.... im jealous of chicago right now...
- So long and goodnight | | |
| Hey everybody, its time for a long overdue update.
Not a lot out of the ordinary has really been going on..... life seems to be routine from week to week..... but this isnt a bad thing.... unlike from first to last i dont need a break in routine. Basically, i have play practice for "Zombie Quest" which is december 4th, im pretty excited even though i dont quite have my lines down (should be fine).... i have my school work which is as hard as its ever been for me.... im learning the hard way that the junior year of high school requires a little bit more effort than i have had to give all my other years.... i ordered my varsity jacket today which is pretty sweet.... its going to take at least 3 weeks due to the holiday season.
ive learned how amazing friends can be this school year..... i have some of the best friends anybody could ever ask for..... my theory has always been its better to have a few great friends than a whole bunch of ok friends..... without these people (you know who you are) i would probly go crazy becasue i cant talk to my family about everything because i get sick of being seen as a teenager who just looks at everything with a 17 year old outlook...... who knows maybe i look at things blindly.....
i have heard from people that these years of your life are the ones where you start to form into the person you are going to be for the rest of your life..... not to be egotistical or anything but i like the way im starting to be.... ive changed a lot from last year to this..... i dont know if anybody has noticed but i just feel more confident and relaxed everyday..... and i think it has to do with being with somebody that i have always dreamed of..... i know that is so cliche but i have always dreamed of having what i have with kiri it just always seemed like people like me never ended up with happiness like that. in the past, i havent always made the right choices when it came to girls (i havent done anything wrong) because i never thought i would have everything i wanted so i settled for things that i didnt necessarily like, but i always thought that things like that were inevitable, but i guess not..... and f.y.i., come this time next year im going to need all of the support in the world because i will be losing friends and kiri to college and i will be left here wondering if im still going to be worth staying with.....
im going to try something new..... im going to post some questions (pleeze answer), ive never done this before...... pleeze be honest... i wont be offended by honesty
1.) What is your name?
2.) How long have you known me?
3.) Have i effected your life in anyway (if so... how?)
4.) Do you think im a good person?
5.) What do you think my best quality is?
6.) " " worst
7.) Do i do anything that makes you mad
8.) If you have known me for a while do you think i have changed?
9.) If so, was it for the better or worse?
10.) Just briefly tell me your opinion of me | | |
| I'm home from school..... alone..... hopefully kiri can come over later.... im really bored..... my xanga entries arent hardly ever going to be any good anymore..... because the most important things i feel anymore are too deep and or complex to either completely understand or describe in words..... hey kiri... SHORTS.... lol... im going to eat now if i can.... leave ya with some lyrics.....
Part of "The Weakest" by emery
Put on your coat (it's time to go it's time to go)
Dancing very close(with what I want)
Taking every inch too (its farthest point)
Losing precious time (is not a choice)
When im dealing with you ( I heard your voice)
Giving up the fight (with arms that bruise)
Delicatly shading (these grays and blues)
But I couldnt never stop (bleeding for you)
Endless Dedication
My Gift to you | | |
| last night can be easily described with one word-----amazing...... there isnt much better than being a great show with awesome people..... discovering bands you haven't heard of before is a great thing as well (the working title, mute math) the amazing part of the night however came during mae's performance.... me and kiri are right there in the front.... and there was no way i could let her go.... they played "our" song... and some emotions got the best of me in front of about 500 people.... im sure nobody noticed.... but something else that was weird... mae's lead singer kept looking at me and kiri a lot during the show... it was really weird... and im not joking or mistaking because we were about 10 ft. from him and he was clearly looking right at us.... that was pretty cool.... it was so great to see kiri full of smiles the entire night.... that automatically makes my night good.... john and RC are party poopers and went to the balcony.... no fun... but they came back down during mae (people were moshing to mae... doesnt sound right does it)..... i realize that im becoming more and more of a softy everyday.... i never let emotions get ahold of me in front of people.... at the end of the show though... i caught a pick in the air.... i dont know how but i snagged it somehow and i caught a water bottle that they threw out too.... i was mostly happy about that because i was F'ing thirsty.... and kiri almost got in a fight with a girl for a pick (jk... but the girl punched her in the arm though)..... good times.....
READ even though ive posted these before
Ready and Waiting to Fall--- by mae
Drowning
Just as fast as I can
But don't throw me a line
Dont reach out your hand, cause
I'm on the brink of something beatiful
And I want to sing about it
But I don't know where to begin
Writing a letter
But the words don't
Come out right
Trying to explain how
Nobody can do me like
You don't understand
How helpless I can get
Since the day that we met
Oh, can you feel it yet
Its never been more perfect for me in my life
I've never been so satisfied, oh, oh, oh
I can feel something
Different for the first time
Having made sense
When all the words rhyme
No chance of stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now im caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, I wouldn't dare
Or wonder why, alright
I remeber being
Ready and waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
Spinning
Around and around
Until my left was my right
And up became down
Just one look can
Knock me off of my feet
So unable to speak
Oh, how you make me weak
Though it was a while ago
I still can recall
That moment's all ready
And waiting to fall
Keep thinking back in time
Remembering when
You captured my heart
Over and over again
It's never been more perfect for me in my life
I've never been so satisfied, oh, oh, oh
I can feel something
Different for the first time
Having made sense
When all the words rhyme
No chance of stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now I'm caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, I wouldn't dare
Or wonder why, alright
I remember being
Ready and waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
(Waiting to fall)
I can feel something
Different for the first time
Having made sense
When all the words rhyme
No chance of stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now im caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, I wouldnt dare
Or wonder why, alright
I remeber being
Ready and waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
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