| Ok well nobody is ever on this thing and I can't get into myspace. Well Senior project is almost over so maybe my stress level will go down some. My mom doesn't have a job any more so its making it 10 times worse than it was before. I can't wait to move out. I get to go to K-state for a visit on thursday so maybe I'll get an idea of where I'll go next year. |
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| nobody ever seems to use xanga anymore. I actually like it more than myspace but its dead. |
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| Question of the day. How do you break up with a guy you never see and he won't even answer your phone calls? I really didn't want to break up with him over the phone so I figured I would call him and get him to come over and say I would buy a couple of games of bowling as a birthday gift and give him the gift card I bought him and do it that way. But he won't even talk to me I'm kinda starting to wonder if this is his way of trying to break up with me by not answering my phone calls. |
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| New picture such an improvement no more brandon and myself together on my site. I think he might have a feeling something is going to happen by the way I was acting last night. 1st think I was disapointed that he showed up last night. Then I wouldn't get near him. Then I asked him if he thought he had changed. And said stuff about us argueing more. He thought they weren't even real. He can't even take things seriously when he upsets me. I guess I have to flat out cry until he stops.
John had lunch at the same time as I did and Justin and a couple of his friends were comeing down. Justin bit me arm. I have this circle on my arm were he did. It still hurts. It was kinda wierd. The two girls acted like they were on something. John is supposed to buy me dinner tonight. He said he would if I would 'light' his lighter. He had one of those shocking lighters and I knew that. |
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| Poor Brandon got fired. I can't break up with him now. Even though I think its over because I don't even want to see him right now. I'm talking to him but he just seems like a friend or a brother sometimes. I wish I could just be friends with him and forget the whole boy-friend girl-friend shit. I don't love him like that. I just don't really have a reason to break-up with him besides he doesn't really seem like a boy-friend but a really good friend. |
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