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| DrainedSarah would have been nearly nine months by now. I keep thinking about all the things she would be learning and doing. I know I haven't posted since she died. I'm sure many of you wonder what happened. First of all, I thank everyone who has kept us in their prayers. To make it short, her umbilical cord had a kink in it. No it wasn't wrapped around her neck....it just had a kink. She was a healthy, beautiful 6lb 4oz little girl. She just couldn't breathe. I hurt for her. I'm tired of crying, but I just can't help it. Other things have happened recently that have made the pain so much worse. I throw myself into work, thinking it will help, but now I'm just getting drained. It'd be easy to say I need a vacation, but how is it possible to take a vacation from internal pain and heartache? So for now, I just keep going. As I say to everyone else, I have to occasionally repeat to myself. One day at a time | | |
| OUR ANGELIN MEMORY OF OUR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER SARAH ANN WEISE 08-23-07 6 LBS 4OZS SHE HAD HER MOMMY'S FACE AND HER DADDY'S HAIR, HANDS AND FEET. SHE WILL FOREVER BE OUR LITTLE ANGEL. | | |
| After having a virus last week, I'm finally starting to feel better! I went to the doctor yesterday and heard the baby's heartbeat for the first time. I taped it for Allen, since he couldn't get off of work. My last visit we didn't get to hear the heartbeat because the baby was too high up so the doctor did an ultrasound to monitor it. The baby looked like a bean with an arm. That was 4 weeks ago. No ultrasound this week, but at my next visit there will be one. And, as long as the baby cooperates, we'll be able to find out if it's a boy or a girl! Which leads to the on going discussion of names. Right now for a girl, we're debating between Sarah or Audrey. Sarah is winning at the moment. For a boy, well, I think I might be stuck with Allen. I say Jacob Allen. Allen says, Allen Jacob. I keep joking that it'll be decided by the first one who gets to the birth certificate. But, I know he's set on Allen. Oh well, 6 months to decide. That is, if it's a boy! | | |
| We're pregnant! At least I am. I'm 11 weeks and hating every minute of it. I've been really sick for the past 4 weeks. I'm not talking, oh I don't feel good. And I don't mean to be gross, but it's been exorcist type vomitting. I'm exhausted all the time. The lower left part of my back sometimes hurts so bad I can't walk. I have to eat every hour or I get sick. I never thought I'd be tired of eating, but I am. And it is so difficult to force yourself to eat after you've been vomiting all morning. I can't wait till this baby comes out! September 7th is the due date and it seems so far away. I know it'll be worth it in the end. I'm just so tired right now. And I know it's different for everyone, but if the women in my family are any precursor to how mine will be, It's going to be a long pregnancy. My mom was sick for 5 months of her pregnancies, my sister and grandmother were sick all 9 months. As of right now, I think this kid will be an only child. But regardless of my sickness, I'm soooooo excited! So is Allen! He's too cute about it. He said that he can't wait to come home from work to his child. I told him, it's official, I'm already chopped liver and the kid is now #1. Of course, I'll be the same way. As cute as he was last night, he was very annoying. He woke me up at 9:30 pm to ask me for a needle and thread. He remembered his boss telling him that if you dangle a needle on thread over the belly, you can find out what the sex of the baby is from how the needle moves. Needless to say, I was not happy he woke me up for this, but he's a dad now. I can't argue with that yet. | | |
| Hello everyone! Yeah, I suck at the whole update thing. Oh well, here's my life over the past few months. Work, work, work, work, work. 1 year anniversary of Allen's accident, more work, work, work, niece's and nephews making me feel old, work, work, helping my brother move into his new house in Slidell (around the corner from me and Allen), work, poker games at my brother's, work, Lasik eye surgery, work, work, work and more work. Next up, vacation to Montana! Can you imagine me camping and horseback riding in the mountains?????????? Yeah, me neither! We'll see. Now for a huge
CONGRATULATIONS for your marriage TABITHA AND PETER!!!!
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