with time lets just see i that happens...

nadie te demuestrara amor como este...verdadero!
siento porti lo mas que puedo...pero ke hago con este sentimiento...

What do i do with all these feelings? You just cant brush them away and hope that the wind carries them along....or can you?
Although the feelings are gone, the memories that linger will always be there to bring what can be pain,yet happiness as well. I only hope its not too much pain that will make this heart stop beating, or too much happiness that will make the heart beat faster and explode. WAIT! So...either way the heart dies? With time we will see all of what the future brings us all.

Today, well last bit of the 18th and first hour of the 19th was another tm  ill never forget. After this moment concluded i was filled with joy and i was struk with a smile on my face. ^_^

Even know i smile just thinking of you. Wow! I am getting tears in these eyes? Do you remember them? It has been a while. Thats why I dream of you/with you.
I remember the first time we talked. That was the longest conversation i had (and til this day) that i have had with a person I first started talkin to. I layed out so much...we shared things and I believe that led to friendship. I gained you..someone i trust. A Friendship that I appreciate! I can sincerely say you are one that I will come to and im glad you are here to pop some sense into me.

I remembr he first time i met you. I saw you. I smiled. My silly self i dont know why...but i was going to steal your car. In that rocky lot a race took place...i ran. we fell. You got scratches! as did I. then to IHOP. Only there did i realize blood was flowing down my leg. Pants covered a bit...nothing else to say except I will always have a memory on my body (knee) reminding me of that night.

Yes I talk around things. You know me pretty well.
This last talk is one of those few moments we have shared..it has been a while since the last. As shocked as i was to receive a message from you i was more shocked by the fact i gotto hear your voice...AND EVEN IN SPANISH!!! (I AM SOOOO SMILIN RITE NOW!!!!) ^_^

Lord blessed me with you now its up to me to never lose you.
Do you want to lose me?

I love all that you are.
I have a question.....will you keep being my friend?

Can you hang up....so i can leave you a voicemail? ^_^

I am so silly, but I am glad I can put a smile on your face. That is my only occupation at the moment, making people smile.

I love the RAIN! I played in it with an awesome friend! Friends for ever!
Thats what I want...do you want it?
Rain...more memories...lets get wet..no lets get in car...

You know....when times get tough we always have our friends who will make our day better and fill us with those happy moments to bring us back up to our good ole selves.
I honestly love all my friends who are there for these moments.
I pray to never lose you.

STAY HIGH ON LIFE!

I told you I was gonna stay up all night.

Filled with smiles and memories of and with you...I have lasted all this time.

I could keep going about more nonsense about everything and anything..but ill let you take a water break and let your mind be at ease.

Simply this IS the end!

question: what is love? (anyone answer it...any ideas?)(define any kind of love..)
question: do they love you the way you? does their love fit your definition of love?
question: who wants tolie to stop writing?

ps..wow..i wrote this and i took a long while...hehehe

Signed.
TOLIE...aka ToE-LeE...Aka...ChoLe...Aka ChRiStiNa..aka Chuntarilla...AKA...many others..

original post around 430am